Quit le....

Finally, an iron man cannot withstand with the pressure..
And the tears finally dropped when I was chatting with moon this early morning..

Actually last night when I was chatting with eliza,
I roughly know what should I do for next le..

As what I had mentioned earlier, strength point turned into weakness point..

What moon had told me is actually almost the same as what eliza told me...
AFter taking several considerations, I promised myself that after i solve the problem, and I will quit le...

I just can't withstand with it anymore and i am totally suffering...

Will give myself a deep rest....

3.30am

3.30 am right now, most people are having their sweet dreams right now except me..

God had given me a signal that something went wrong and woke me up at 3.30am..
Yeah, thanks god for waking me up, so far I am still thinking the soltuion, hopefully by 6am I could get it after I go out to walk around later although it is freaky cold outside right now..

Turning point??
Strength turned into weakness point??

Sometimes you might not accept the judgement or the opinions from others, but u have to accept the facts that appeared in front of you... My experiences and observations are enough to tell me everything..

I developed myself in counseling field when I was in secondary school until now. And the counselor from my secondary school is the top ten counselor in Malaysia.. I know my roles, I understand my responsibilities.. I had listerned to many stories from different background of people...From there, indirectly created an opportunity for me to learn and to explore..

I read a short story before, it saying that doctor cures patient's diseases, but they never cure their own" diseases", because they can't... And I am still believing it..

Do not always expect that the road is smooth all the time, and if you do not take any precautions, you might fall when you are walking halfway... I believe i had fell for many times.. its so painful and miserable at the moment that you are trying to continue the endless road..

Y must fall down whenever the road is not smooth?? Why can't I just cross it, then looks back and says, "you want to block me ar, slowly wait la.."

And how if you see a person and the person might fall when he reached the part that I had crossed, would you tell the fella how to cross it?? or just let the fella falls and laughs at the fella??

I don't use any of those.. I will prefer to remove the obstacles and let others to cross it without realising it..

4.05 am...
kenji is out....

moodiness or losing appetite??

Skipped my dinner recently..
Although I am hungry, but I just don't feel like eating =(

Today went to AMpang 9th emperor god's temple..
prayed hard and made few wishes..
Hoping that 9th emperor God will give me spiritual energy to accomplish my missions..

Met with an OLD ANNOYING fella in Ampang Yong Tau Hu restaurant.. Don't know what made him saying that I was challenging him..!! FCUK!!!

Dear 9th Emperor God, must boh yow me... I need the energy..

RAIN

9th Emperor Birthday..
I met with a heavy rain just now when I was playing football..
Rain dropped and hit my body mercilessly..
I felt the painfulness but I kept running and chasing the ball..

When you are facing difficulties, you have no choice to move forward instead of backward and give up at the end of the day..

Now I understand, my direction, my decision and my goals..
I have been struggling with those issues recently and I couldn't make up my mind and NOW.. I got it...

I will not explain the purposes on what I have done and I don't mind whether people misinterpret my meanings.. And whatever I gonna do, will be the secrets deeply hiding inside my heart forever until the end of the day...AT least, I am qualified to stand in this world with pride

R.I.P A gong..

人生无常....
希望你一路好走...

210

210

my current record for bowling..
7 strikes, the rest spares.. amazing huh?? or I am just lucky?

I am going to cameron on tomorrow morning to visit my aunty and her father in law and after that gonna back KL and prepare for my short sem..

Wangsa Maju next Top model..

Lets welcome our Mr Bernard.







Secondly, Mr Goalkeeper.. kenji.





And lastly, miss F..

12/10/2009 11.14am Midvalley

I met with her in Midvalley because she said she did not want to travel so far.
Plus, There are two sushi king reataurants in Midvalley.

A smile represents a year..
It's been a year.. and anything could happen within a year.
We had our breakfast in secret recipe and we spent two hours chatting with each other. And very obvious that the topics that we chat are just making people confuse..

She brought me all the way round to the gift shop and taught me how to choose present for a girl. We entered " I need shop" erm.. I was actually felt shy with no reason. I saw a cute stuff and it looks like a lollipop and I wanted to buy it.However when I took it, then only I realised that it was a CONDOM!! oh man.. I was damn paiseh.. Somehow the assistant over there sure think that i need condom for.......

We went to watch the ugly truth and if you ask me why I watched that movie, I shall answer that you should ask another girl.. Bernard gave me surprise on the day as well.

And lastly, Sushi bonanza.. I ate 7 plates, Bernard 8, Moon 5 and Fiona 4.. lousy la fiona..>.< They ate wasabi crazily.. Even my moon can just eat the wasabi without putting it on the sushi.. I planned to accompany her back to Kajang as How I did last time but I decided not to do so in last minute because ...... Thus, I just said bye bye and see you in next year and straight turn myself to another direction and walked away.




It is not easy to wait for a year especially waiting to see your best friend. But I view it from postive way where I think that it is good for both of us to explore ourselves to the different environment and coma back after a year to share..

I was trying to control my emotion after I said 88 to her.. Honestly it is hard... I told myself even if you can't , then please pretend like nothing happened. Thus I am just like usual walking around with bernard and fiona.. While we were choosing the soya sauce, I found this..


Since when eliza produces soya sauce?? Sudah jadi tauke soh...

That's the end for a year.. waiting for another year.. 364 days remaining..

tension..but i am happy.

11 more hours then I am going to meet with my moon d..
after a year... finally..

last time was in September 2008, we went to Pulau Ketam with guat shan,wei chyi and yik wai..

Don't know what should I say on 2moro... arrgh... Y so stress??zz

小丑的故事

有一个人去看医生，他对医生说：“我常睡不着，心中充满了各式各样的忧虑和烦恼”。医生经过详细的检查后，发现这人并没有生么问题，只不过是情绪低落而以。因此，医生建议他多休息，并可以去看马戏团表演。医生说：“城里刚来的马戏团表演很精彩，特别是那个小丑非常出色，他一定能使你发笑，让你忘掉烦恼”。病人无奈的说：“没有用的，他帮不了我，因为我正是那个小丑”。

惟有穿鞋的人才知道鞋的哪一处挤脚
孤行的麻雀
一群站在树枝上的麻雀对其中的一只说：“我们全部都是迎风站立，只有你跟我们站得相反”。
“我就是喜欢这样，有得罪你们吗？”那只麻雀不服的说。
你破坏了团队精神，是一个不合群的人。所有的麻雀一致的谴责他，但是这只麻雀乃一意孤行。他们依然迎风站立，只有这只麻雀继续站在相反的反向。这时一只大花猫潜行到树木后面，由于大家都是向着迎风面，没有察觉到花猫的出现。当花猫正准备一磘而出时，那只站立方向和别人不一样的麻雀及时看见，大叫道：猫来了！快逃！其他的麻雀立刻闻声飞走，这只特立独行的麻雀救了大家一命。
弱者偎怕他人的意见，愚者抗拒他人的意见，智者研判他人的意见，巧者诱導他的意见。

燕子的痛苦在公园的椅子上，坐着一个小女孩，她怀中抱着一只右脚受伤的鸽子。有一位老伯伯说：“小妹妹，需不需要让我来照顾这只受伤的鸽子？当它痊愈后，我会把它放回公园里，让它自由自在的飞翔。小女孩说：“老伯伯，谢谢你，我要自己照顾它，因为我知道它的痛苦。老伯伯问她如何知道鸽子的痛苦，于是她把右脚的裤子卷起，顿时，老伯伯明白了，因为小女孩的右脚也正受伤着。

没有人能够真正了解别人的痛苦，除非他经历过

Chow Kit

Have you ever wonder why the chow kit road is so sensitive??



Well, here is a real case.

Right after my last paper on 29th september 4pm,

I rushed out from the exam hall and took the bus to Sg. Wang to meet with my "housemates".

When I was in the bus, A girl conductor approached me and asked

Conductor: Mau pergi mana?

Kenji: Chow kit

Conductor: laugh covertly.

"I knew that the stupid conductor sure think that I am going to find prostitute.."

Kenji: Berapa?

Conductor: laugh directly..

What the FXXK???

Conductor: cincai la..

I just paid her Rm 1 that's all..



I was damn pik che though.. feel like crying and at the same time wanna laugh.. I looked at mirror and I didn't see any part is wrong with my face and how can the fella thougt that I am going to find prostitute?? I can't understand at all.. I told this incident to my coursemates as well as my housemates, they laughed like hell.. Face problem...



Anyways, on 29th, I went to pavillion to watch "where got ghost"

and the day after, I went to Sg. Wang to sing K with my coursemates and after that Went to Pavillion to watch " unbelievable"..












There are some pictures I don't upload over here to avoid unnecessary comments from *crap* people..

Today 1st of October, I joined a softskill programme called "critical thinking and Problem solving" And again, I had learnt new knowledges where I won't learn it from any text books.

I slept 9 hours in these 3 days, seriously very tired.. But nevermind, it is damn worthy..