Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I weird or she???

This afternoon i went to jusco..
I entered from the back door and I wanna find an exit to public bank before I buy my stuffs..
I took elevator and went all the way down to Ground floor..
At ground floor is female department,
and today don't know why all promoting BRA!!!

Since i can't see any guys at there except those kids,
i prayed so hard to get myself to the exit..
I saw the exit and just in front of me...
I walked straight, however, i saw a teenager, i think she is from KTAR, not UTAR pls....
erm.. she was choosing the bra, not I want to see u knw, bt she was just in front of me and I can't avoid it...
Then she saw me... I was like , die liao lo, she is sure will think that I am si bian tai...
At that moment, i tried to act like I am just a passerby, you choose your bra and I walk my way, I didn't disturb you and please don't stare at me.. and at the same time, I make sure that my heartbeat is normal so that my face will not turn like monkey's ass... if this happened,
I scared she will shout and I might have been arrested under section 3XX kanun keseksaan...
then tomorrow morning newspaper, all of you will see UTAR student been arrested in jusco because of peeping a girl chooses bra??? wtf!!! I AM NOT BIAN TAI, I AM JUST A PASSERBY..

She ownself shy but don't la influenced me, I was just a passerby eh... aiyo.. made me feel so awkward... Then ho, I wanna tell her, don't need to choose le because over there don't have her size, CONFIRM ar....my eyes scanned through sure know d .. pro eh...

Since i worked so hard for the past few weeks, thus I decided to buy smth for myself as an award..
Yakult, potato chips and NiNi...

I seldom buy expensive foods for myself 1, most of the time I bought those for my friends... my habit..
Then when i walked to chocolate rack there, i saw 3 persons.. The female took 2 different packets chocolate and asked the guys what's the different.. then one of the guy answered: this packet is mint+ chocolate, 2nd packet is chocolate+ mint..
WALAOWEH!!!!
What a stupid lame explanation is this... beh tahan... pengsan o...

I just recovered myself from suffering...
Now i think is too stressed gua...hahahahaha

Monday, March 29, 2010

what's wrong with me??

2 days ago my stomach have been feeling so painful until this early morning then only I felt better..
Next is headache,
until now ar... where got so long one....
yo.. totally don't know what's wrong...
made ice cube and wrap it by using a cloth and put it on my forehead..

then suddenly made a decision n went KLCC to watch the green zone, not bad..
after the movie, me and bernard jogging in the klcc, we were rushing to the lrt station, but most of the path being blocked, so we were like running here and there and finally reached lrt staion through avenue k, however, the police said closed d.. wat a sad case.. I felt like vomit at that moment..
then we went to bus station and wait for the bus,
who know, we were in wrong direction and missed the bus d...

In the end took taxi, the driver is an indian, very friendly, he was a marketer b4 and he worked for astro.. he told me that last time he was able to earn around 3K and now as a driver, he can earn around 3k also without any stress.. friendly la him.. and he didn increase the taxi fees..

FInally reached home.. damn feeling bad sicked, vomit and lou sai in the toilet... after took medicine then now only feeling better..
I told sister not to tell mummy n daddy bt she goes and tell all .. father called me 1st n bla bla bal.. after tat mum and lastly brother... sad.. T.T they said I duno how to take care of ownself.. then mum said, study is not everything la bodoh.. T_T

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Unwanted incident

Today I actually quarreled with my coursemate.
Before the incident, we were doing a lab,
lecturer assignmed me to complete the task where we have to think the solution and complete the lab, it is about the fiber reinforcement..
I asked them to prepare and do some research before begin the experiment.. however, I don't think that they got really listen to my instruction..
Nevermind, if you don't know anything, then just sit there quietly and follow my instruction lo.. don't la crapping overthere and talked cock..
So, I was so damn pissed off because I wanna get it done bt at the same time being annoyed by those fella..
So, I didn't talk with anyone, I did it myself and ignored others, whatever they said, I totally IGNORED... once I done, I showed it to lecturer and leave it there..

After that, we had lunch in cafeteria.. while we were discussing the reports. another problem raised.. regarding some data about the report. I told them that whatever we have, just followed.. then someone pointed something, and I don't understand what he talking about, thus I ignored... Then he said my point is wrong, however, my point is correct..

After quarreled for about 20 mins, my assiatant stepped forward, he explained, whatever I said was right, and whatever he said was right also, but a little bit blurrred.. I was like wtf!!! You don't even know how to explain your point clearly then you expect others to follow yours 1???? My blood pressure raised at that moment, heart so painful..

Seriously i have long time didn quarrel with people d..
WHY??
They don't understand my condition,
They don't understand the responsibility that I bear with,
They don't understand the importance of the coursework..

If only I myself wanna score the good result, then I won't bother it, they wanna die is their problems..
No point if I am the only one who improve
haiz...
I am just so pissed and sad....
how to manage these bunch cutie coursemates??

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Pro techinican+ pro singer+ Pro peer helper..

As usual, i went to the lab.. But the lab was like demo only as we do not need to submit the report.. So.. u know la.. I always be dai lou 1 ma.. they asked me to demo.. I put the steel into the furnace and raised the temperature to 800 degree celcious.. after 30 mins, I got to take out.. I only have 3 seconds to take it out, else, my hand sure gone case.. Once my coursemate opened the furnace door, I quickly took it out, however, the specimen sticked with the surface of the furnace, I was so nervous because it was so hot until i cannot tahan, I used whole my strength to take it out and out it into water.. my hand... pain si... quickly washed with water.. During the grinding process, suppose is the technician to do it, bt he said I am pro, so he asked me to do..


Somemore I need to guide others..

Then then my lecturer, the female lecturer, she treated us very nice nowadays.. and sometimes she used "f" word... damn like her.. She promised to help us wo.. hahaha..I think this is because i have sucessfully seduced her.. pro kenji.. Before the class.. we were waiting at 2nd floor.. with no reason, my coursemates catched me and gang bang me.. squeeze my nipple then throw me on the floor. So damn sia sui.. aiks.. I got to go victoria secret d.. can wear B cup liao..

After the class, I went to sing K with Bernard and Lip hong.. I promised myself to give myself a break, or else I will emo again..


Next, we went to watch alice in the wonderland..
1st question, who is alice????
I asked bernard in the cinema,
bernard replied, neh, alice ar, my gf lo, biomedical 1,very leng lui 1, same batch with us.. i was so blurred.. then only realised is the girl that he pointed to me last time..of coz is not his gf...
the movie quite nice although I slept for around 30 mins in the cinema, drink smth then becomes taller or ate cheese cake then bcum shorter and smaller.. so cute..hahaha..Then suddenly got chess la.. yeng... i love it..

My last post, I mentioned that life is like a moon because We wont be able to see the full moon all the time..


I just received these certificates in this morning..I am officially a pro peer helper d.. wahahahaha..

Pro+emo= ProEmo????

Xingfu_dino_xiao_kenji

Monday, March 22, 2010

Life is like a moon..

Last friday, My lecturer, I mentioned her before, the most strict one.. While she was giving us a short break, Then she chat with us.. Guys ar, like ur age, must find at least 5 to 6 girl friends you know.. I was like blurr because I don't know what was exactly going on.. Then she continues, erm.. If you only focus on a girl, then if anything happens, sure u will regret ar, commit suicide n smth smth.... Then she asked: kenji, dun tell me that you are very loyal to a girl since you are just 21st.. I replied, I don't have gf.. She asked: Y dun go n find one?? I replied: no fate.. She said, i am a very materialistic person " i think this is because she is materials engineer, luckily she is not civil engineer" If you are not pHD or master holder, I will not gv u my hp number.. wtf!!!! so Lansi la her... Forget about this...
At night, my friend from melaka, cyber and kajang came to celebrate with me and we only had 1 hour to chat with each other because it was late d.. So gan-dong.. purposely came to visit me..wa... i am so hang fuk...
she is lala, i knw her for around 2 weeks, but we like to bully each other.. she is only 37kg, but i always call her "fei po"... then hw about those above 37kg?? lol.. jk jk..
next is moon.. dun need to introduce also know right?? She always complain that y am I so lansi..hahahaha.. lansi in the way of talking with people, like tat day I quarrel with the lift technician in my condo.. If you treat me good, I will treat u even better, If u lansi with me, I will make sure I will be more lansi. You may lansi me if you qualified to do so.. yeah... this is called life.. Last few weeks, we met with each other once in a week, but now I guess no more, both of us super busy.. T_T
another 1 is winshen... my ex- footbal teammate.. I didn chat much with moon on that night because she was quite fierce, scary....

Saturday early morning, bernard went to his astro contest.. for further details, pls view his blog..

Sunday morning, we attended soft skill programm so called searching for th blue ocean, is about business... wa.. terrible.. On the way to UTAR setapak campus , we saw an accident.. I faster took out my camera n captured the picture although I should not do so... I want to remind people that, pls becareful when u r walking, cycling,driving or riding.. dont ride so fast... dangerous eh.. felt so unconfortable after took the picture.. I felt asleep during the programme because I got no brain in business.. but the conductor is nice.. now... I am rushing for 4 reports and 2 assignments.. so damn excited.. nvm.. man man lai... i got time.. wahahahahahaha...

Friday, March 19, 2010

21st

its gonna be a long post here..
17/3/2010
I began my night walk at 11.15pm, I walked around, Observing the surrounding.. In between 11.59pm and 12.00am, It is about a change in my life, I ended my 20 in somewhere and began my 21st at the same place.
18/03/2010 I asked bernard to pui me played dota and we played until 5am in the morning. Slept not more than 4 hours then woke up and went to school. I wore contact lens because after my class I planned to go out somewhere. Reached campus.. and here it began.. Pls forgive me for talking so fast... my style.. Pls on ur speaker as loud as possible.





My coursemates..
They are actually took the opportunity to revenge.
The moment I walked out from the classroom,
everyone was looking at me..
so damn paiseh..
My whole hair was so smelly due to the cream,
then went to classmate's house to bath.
They bought me a sexy t-shirt,
and seriously I not dare to wear it..

After my class at around 4pm,
I went to secret resipe there,
bought a small piece of cake and celebrate with myself
DUn ask me Y i am alone..
I ordered a piece of white chocolate cake,
super delicious..
生日快乐,我对自己说



Still remember last time I went to mountain??
I am actually giving myself a task for my 21st,
I am no longer a kid, i am mature enough.
I went to a temple after my own celebration,
however, it was closed,
The purpose I went there is because I want to pray hard to god,
I need blessing as a energy for me to keep on moving.
I really need it, from all my friends..
For those who knw me well, they are sure know that most of the time I busy for people's stuffs more than myself. Maybe I put too much expectation from others although I should not do so..
Whatever it is, I am gonna stop that..

At night when I reached wangsa maju,
Housemates and hengtais celebrated with me in jusco,mcdonald
I bought a cake as a appreciation for them.

These are the people:
Wei chyi, Khai chiah, Bernard, Kim Yeong, Alex, ZiXin, Eugene, Fong zhen
Actually they were rather busy as kim yeong and bernard gonna have test on today, really thanks to their willingness to come and others are busy with assignments and reports as well including me..
I gonna pass up 4 reports n 2 assignments next week..
wei chyi said: 有心者,不管几忙,都会来...
For me: 随缘吧





二十一岁生日告白
其实过去往往的几年
大家都有目共睹
看着我进步
朋友是我一生不可失去的东西,他就像是我第二个生命
每个人都觉得我很奇怪
对,我的个性很奇怪
但是,至少我没有戴面具对待人
对于周围某些面具人
觉得很无奈
却觉得很好笑
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
谎言总有被拆窜的一天
有时为了保住友谊,所以选择冷静
最后却伤害到了自己
做任何事情
我希望是凭着自己的良心去做
对得起`自己
对得起别人
在我的那个蛋糕
我不再为自己许愿
然而,我要献上祝福给我所有的朋友
希望每一个人在将来
能做个有用的人,做个有良心的人
在未来,展翅高飞
谢谢大家的时间与祝福

thanks to all the wishes from my friends, and thanks to ahwei,edwin,shiau ping, jun, hellen,felicia,amberlyn,godmum,bernard for the present.. thank you so much..

At night,
8 of us went to CC to play dota,
3 rounds...fantastic match..
sponsored by bernard, he treat me a sushi and a biscuit...

Here are some memorable pictures that I would like to share:








sure some people might ask,
how about moon?
How she celebrates with me??
later, soon.. she is coming...

Last night, my bday ended with a called from moon as usual..

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

A funny incident

Today after class, my coursemates invited me to play bowling
But I declined because I was down when I looked at my final timetable..
super terrible..

Then i went to maybank to deposit my rental
and by the way went to Jusco to buy vege.
I was actually plan to buy Omega Eggs,
the the aunty(promoter) approached me,

she said now got promotion buy 2 packets with only Rm8,
then i was hesitating whether to buy 2 packets or only 1,
suddenly ,
she asked me,
Are you a student?
I replied yes..
she said, you looked so stress,
come, i introduce u this omega 3+ eggs
can reduce ur stress,
wa..
I was actually laughing
its so ridiculous,
I was thinking, if it is really effective, then I gonna eat that everyday..
1st time heard that eat omega eggs can reduce stress ..
in the end,
I bought it,
not because of I wanna reduce stress,
but she made me laugh at that moment..
really beh tahan..

Friday, March 12, 2010

I failed in the end..

I mentioned in my precious post that I will be having a tooughest test on today.
Yeah, as expected,
Once I got the test paper,
I was stunned,
Not because I didn't study, but the questions were like not related to wat i have studied.I mean I can't even find the answer from the notes..

Omg.
At that moment i was thinking,
die le...really..
I can only solve one out of 7 questions..
total 30 marks, maximum only can get 12 if no careless mistakes.
I was so dissapointed and sad..

Once I submit,
I asked my lecturer,
she said, this test is very easy
and I EXPECT that you(kenji) to score 90
* she always put high expectation on me because I am the only 1st class student in my course*
I replied, we have the discrepancy in expectation,
and My 1st class gone because of this subject..
I was damn pissed at tat moment..
I knw that I offended her,
bt no worries,
as long as I do my best,
I still can get at least C..

I guess non of us pass the test.. aiks...
I went to jusco and bought an ice-cream to calm down myself,
and I bought a cap for moon, adidas 1, quite expensive though, but its really nice.
She mentioned b4 that she needs a cap... hope she likes it
2moro is her birthday party, I am rushing my reports and assignments so that 2moro early morning I could rush back..

A visitor

Moon visited me yesterday in the early morning.
I was shocked when she called me and said she reached d.

I brought her to utar for a short visit.
On the way to utar,
we saw snake and she was so scared until not even dare to see,
then keep blaming me.

I walked in front of her and I can see that many people were looking at her,
I also duno y.

Few of my friends finally got chance to see her
...

She attended my class also
one thing I observed from her was:
she can do many things within 2 hours.
She brought her notes and study by herself, took out a small piece of paper and fold a bird, draw a tree on a paper..

She left me at 2pm and at that time I was having 1 hour break
so I accompanied her to LRT station..
On the way to Lrt, she told me that she couldn't recognise my friends because they had changed in their appearance..not bad.. improvement.

You know when we reached LRT station,
I seriuously hope that the time could stop there because I don't wanna say goodbye to her, bt, no choice.
After said 88 to her, I ran back to bus station and I did not turn back.


When reached my class,
I sat alone and emo-ing... like andrew...
haiz...
I sms her and said "you made me emo"
then she promised next time will come again..
yeah..
Next time will be one day trip to kampar..
The feeling is like a kid lost his mum...
I really miss her..
As it is not easy for us to maintain such a good frienship,
I really miss her a lots.

Will be having test later,
everyone is struggling,
me too,
Until now I don't understand for the certain part,
Thus decided to skip..
God bless me..

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

physically sick

pengsan T.T

I slept for 3 hours d..
Y still headache...
TMD..
I dun wan to rely on medicines
bt cnt..

I need to study..
for my test..

T.T
I am actually very stupid and noob,
bt pls dun ask me to define it.
I duno how to shift the log..
I forgotten wat is ln,log and e..
I think i need to repeat my math 1 d...
Noob dao bernard also wanna laugh at me liao...\
aiks...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

the kenji that u know...

wahahahahahahaha..

笑一笑,什么都没烦恼

8th of march right after 6.25pm.
i felt so hungry,
and i realised that
I began my new path.

though i had been down for almost 2 weeks.
I woke up le..

I have learnt to appreciate myself.
The things that I had done.
The effort that I had put in everything.

I love my friends,
I love my family,
I love my housemates,
I love my neighbour,
I love my roommate(s),
I love my hengtai s(juz added a new one).
I love everything.
I love my coursemates.

Once u call me hengtai, friend or at least my name,
I am willing to help as if anyone needs my assistance.

I am not regret for what I have done..
I would rather spill out everything and no matter people like it or not
but yet i am proud to say at least i didn wear a mask and talking with you.

I will fulfill my promises.

I wanna see all my friends graduate with pride.
I wanna to see my friends living in a healthy and happy atmosphere.
I wanna enjoy every moment with my friends.

I will not do any silly stuffs,
and if i am down,
pls cheer me up by simply giving me a hug or maybe sing a song for me.

A hug means a blessing,
I wanna hug all of my friends.

This is what I am..
I am officially a lang zi
I did travel to unknown places alone.
to explore
to release myself
to observe the surroundings
to enjoy the culture
to love the people

Everytime when i travel am travelling,
I do take risk.
and if anything happens to me,
I am not regret
at least i had done my parts as a fren with pride,
life is about enjoying
if you don't enjoy what you are,
what for to live in this world.

A very good example that I would like to share.
Hey kenji, still single ar?
No life la you..
TMD, what for i wanna find a gf now?
The purpose that u find a gf is to enjoy ur life right?
Since I am enjoying, then wat for I wanna find a gf leh?
U wun feel desperate??
OMg, If i am desperate, then I already found la,
need to wait till now meh... =.=
This is wat I chat with my old fren.

Since this sem I have a subject so called polymer science,
then my lecturer talking about the poplulation in malaysia.
he said, chinese and indian dun like to have many kids,
then i replied,
sir, thanks to your rubber
and caused people dun like to have kids.,
at that moment
everyone got stunned
and gave me an innocent look,
when I slowly turned my eyes to look at my lecturer,
he was totally speechless..

kenji ar kenji,
I know you are very energetic since you just woke up,
but don't bully lecturer ma..

Today I got back my ceramics test paper..
erm, before having the test, I can't study well because I was down,
so I was lying down on my bed
and i was so stressed while solving the questions
but yet,
I scored 48/50,will be converted to 15.
swt.. i want full marks T.T

Is this the kenji that you know??
Good luck for those who having tests

Sunday, March 7, 2010

My 2nd life..



REborn..
Dear my friends..
I will not do any silly stuffs from now onwards. ISWEAR!!!!!!!

I AM BACK!!!!
Thanks to my friends' support..

思念

不知不觉早已十年了
我一出生
只能见到我的公公和外婆

公公在十二年前离开了我
当时的我只是二年级
外婆在十年前离开了我
当时只是四年级

四年级开始
我已没机会看见公公,婆婆,外婆和外公

从小
在槟城的时候
我们一群小孩子每次玩耍回来都一定被外婆骂
吃东西时也一样
回忆起当年小时候
真的很开心
无忧无虑的

我的外婆很辛劳
她每一刻都要做东西
不然会很不习惯

下午的时候
我会陪他看印度戏
她每一次都看到打瞌睡
然后我就会笑他

晚上的时候
她会做在她的角落看报纸
然后也会在那儿打瞌睡

外婆煮的食物很好吃
尤其是她裹得粽子
很香

可惜
我再也没机会尝试到了

她很喜欢讲故事
尤其是马来西亚的故事
如日本军,513等等
我很喜欢听

我已不记得最后停她说故事是几时了
也没机会了

记得外婆去世的那天
第一次看到妈妈哭了
我也不知该怎么办
当时还小
什么到不知道
只是知道外婆离开了

家有一老
如有一宝

真希望她还活着
看着我慢慢的长大
踏入这个社会
我很想告诉她,我很乖
我有努力的书
将来一定会成功

很想把我两年后的四方帽送给她
她一定会高兴的哭了

岁月不留人
我已长大了
一个胖嘟嘟的小孩
如今已是一个顶天立地的少年
很惭愧
我再也没有机会孝顺您老人家了

我知道
她在天之灵都无时无刻的保佑我
虽然最近的我很不会爱惜自己

十年了
我的父母也老了
一年一年看着照片
他们真的老了

为了我这个不孝儿
奔波劳累
爸爸的头发都变得苍白了
我真是不孝
那么大了
还要父母担心

我的心很痛
为何我只能看着他们一年比一年的老
却什么也做不到

哥哥做工了
很孝顺
姐姐也是
除了我

我每次回家除了会和妈妈顶嘴
过后什么都不会
爸爸什么是都为我做
任劳任怨的

今天是姐姐的生日
我连拿起手机发个简单的讯息也没有勇气

明天是外婆的死祭
真的很想揍自己一顿
狠狠地,够够力的

外婆,
你的孙很乖
很听话
只是有点固执
你要保佑他
让他好好的做人
我爱你外婆

Friday, March 5, 2010

我与流浪汉的六个小时(下)感想篇

或许我迷失了自己
也找不回原本的我

最近的日子都是得过且过
走一步,看一步

自从上一次的假期
我开始了我的流浪生活

我昨天离开
也是不希望这里发生命案
也让自己来一个解脱

如果你们问我会怕吗?
答案是会
因为我并不是所谓的超人

在整个漫长的夜里
我饱受了折磨
时间过得很慢
身体也变得很虚弱
尤其是今天

我自问
既然我克服不了
那么我是否可以忘记一切
过后给自己一个从生的机会?

比起那些流浪汉
我幸福的多

我为以前的我做了一个葬礼
告别一些我克服不了的事情
至少我会好过得些

为以前的我哀悼一分钟吧

我目前想要做的是克服我的忧郁症
什么都不再想
这也是我答应月亮的事情

以前我所做过的一切
不论是好是坏
让它成为不灭的神话吧

这是我唯一能走得路
唯一的
希望你们会祝福我
让我好好走下去

今早回来时
照镜子
根本是一个乞丐
苏乞儿

由于太累
一整天迷迷糊糊的
吐了两次在学校
会来睡了四个小时
现在只是少少头昏
可能是还没吃吧

在KLIA的火车上,我和我的包包霸占了四个位子

抵达kl central的时间,看着我的表,一秒一秒地过

这一排过去都睡满了人,还有地上也是

我的风水位


希望我会有一个很好的开始

我与流浪汉的六个小时

我提到我选择短暂的离开
却没想到
差点搭上一个不归路

上完课后
我去了最美也最浪漫的公园
去休息

当我回来时
我错过了一辆火车
当我到kl central时
已经是十二点了
什么都没了

我很冷静
找了一个角落准备休息
这时
警察来了
查我的身份证
过后赶我出去
原因是担心我会偷东西
真的他妈的

我走出去
却看到另一个世界
一群了流浪汉
一排排的睡着
我心想
完了

我走出去公路
刚开始是沿着边走
因为没车
我沿着中间线走
看着天空的星星和月亮
很想躺在马路上
吹着寒冷的风

走了不久
疲倦了
我走回去
放下了我的包包
就躺着和那班流浪汉一起睡
我几乎已忘了自己

我拿起了手机
尝试联络我的朋友
但他们都应该睡着了

躺着躺着
我很想睡
但不敢
担心个人的安全
万一任何一个疯子拿刀刺下去
我会很痛

我已受够了
觉得已得到足够的惩罚了
我今日流浪街头
他日必成状元

如果你们看到我和那班流浪汉一起睡
你们认得我吗?
敢认我是你们的朋友吗?

睡了不久
被一班人叫醒
原来有人要喷蚊油
又被赶

haiz...

我不信kl这样大
没有一个地方容不下我

当时真的很冷
肚子很痛
真的不该如何是好
我只是一直去厕所洗脸

精神上真的是崩溃了
忧郁症又发作了

刚刚到家冲好凉
准备去学校

累到死掉了

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

打败战

终于打败战了
我始终过不了自己的那一关

我了解自己本身情绪很低落,
尝试去控制
始终没办法

昨晚我根本没办法读书
很烦
对于周遭的声音更是讨厌
几乎是崩溃

室友出去时
我走进了房间躺着
数着一颗颗的眼泪
我知道
我已遇到了人身最大的挑战

或许这种情绪很难说出口
选择了沉默

万一我熬不过去的话
我想
这样就一世人了吧

决定了,明天离开

我很想问
我打败战了
你们高兴吗?

你们会帮我吗?

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

^&*())(*&

I woke up at 3am
And now is 3.40 and duno since when i fell in sleep...
WHile i remember was I was studying b4 i accidentally fell in sleep..

Weather very cold....
It forces me to wear my jacket.
I went down to walk for a round..
the air is so refreshing.

Had my polymer test yesterday,
and preparing my ceramics test on 2moro..
I duno which part to study for my ceramics,
tonnes of theories, aiks....

Then yesterday damn TL,
after my polymer test,
I questioned one of my groupmates regarding the pictures that he editted..
1st of all, I didn ask him to edit, i passed the task to another fella, but he is so hardworking and wanna show his pro-ness, thus he go and edit.. nvm.. I appreciate his initiative.. but he editted wrongly..

2ndly, since he did wrong already, then I sent an email to him, but he didn't reply, so i was wondering what happened to this poor little fella.. SO I asked him, why u go and edit the wrong 1? he straight replied with his fucking face," edit wrongly cannot ar"??? CAN, why cannot??Since U edit wrong edi, pls make sure u CAN fail the subject as well la.. Y cannot??

When he shouted to me, the rest was looking at me, I told myself, better dun scold him back or else I scare I can't control myself, so I just walked away and told others, wat attitude he has...

In hokkien" Qiang jiu hal, mai geh qiang ma" aiks.. pengsan.. sumore Fucked me for wat?? Hey, U were f-king ur course rep you know... Do you know who is him or not?? If u wanna chanllenge him, do you prepare well before u die??

I am trying to be good with you, but your attitude indirectly told me that I SHOULD NOT respect you. If i am still the previous self, I think world war 3 began d lo...

should stop now seriously, else not enough time to study d.