另一个世界（一）

2009/12/28.
乘着火车，不知天高地厚， 去闯了
衣服并不齐全
也没带冷衣
差不多十二个小时才到达
当然当中有发生一些不愉快的事情


我抵达时都已经是晚上了
好冷哦
没冷衣
冷到脸都翻白了
马上安顿好自己
冲凉然后就把被盖的紧紧的

又暗又冷又是第一次
发抖不知是因为冷还是因为怕
两个都有吧

幸好有助手陪伴
才没感觉到那么的恐惧

第一晚，难以入眠...
晚上听到很多声音.

2009/12/29
我很早就起床了
一开水洗脸时
果然是一个惊喜
直接精神起来
突然想起这个方法很适合一个人哦
我的任务就是除草
在除草时，
一个小孩告诉我地上有幸运草
只要拔起来，许个愿然后埋在泥土里，就行了
但一天只能许三次
我也有样学样，许了三个
但都很像不是为自己许的
要减少脱发啦，皮肤要更好啦，要更美啦....

然后跟着罗里去载东西
好重哦
遇见蛇
恐怖
我几乎都累坏了
忙到晚上十一点左右
手指肿肿的像猪手一样

这里的生活坦白说
不是每个人都能适应
除非你有意志力去面对
我？？
哈哈
去体会，去了解，去明白，去珍惜....
日出，好美哦

晚上很疲倦
半夜听到有老人家在外面咳嗽
心想不对劲
一定是遇到.....
不可司仪
怕怕
睡着了，半夜三点多惊醒因为发了个噩梦..

30/12/2009
有一点病了
几乎每天都做着同样的东西
今天搬盆栽
一盆有25公斤
有百多盆
搬到手受伤了
完全不能拿上来
有被弄到伤痕磊磊



吃了两个番薯馒头
好好吃哦
kl找不到


由于手受伤
所以整个下午都在休息
今天是十五
月圆之时
突然想到山顶去享受
所以
毫不犹豫地出发了
乘着全世界最老的巴士
抵达山顶
冷到没话讲
月亮好圆好亮哦
太美丽了
狂风死命在吹真的他妈的
搞到我酱冷


以前看到月亮就只是会想起她
但现在是在想两个
慢慢的欣赏到忘了时间
过后再想
怎样回去哦？？
这下惨了..
看到什么车都招手
搭顺风车
很幸运
我找到一个好心人
真的谢谢那个伯伯

其实
很明显
我选择来到这个地方
大家都会说
SH
人各有志
至少我相信还有人给与我鼓励与祝福
就像吕宝缘还有我的助手
两个星期多的日子
我相信我挨得过
我做得到

Last night walk in 2009

My last night walk in 2009 ended at 2.02am

Will go back Kajang after that go to a secret place to rest myself..
I m not sure when Will I come back to KL..

The end le....

Jan 2009 --> Dec 2009

Can you see the changes??
How about mental??

Will dissapear myself for a week..
See u guys in next year..

Happy meery x-mas and happy new year..
Best wishes from kenji.

Happy merry x-mas =)

1st of all, happy birthday to my dearest son, sinchan..
2 years old already.. =)

We started to celebrate christmas on 23rd,
we means me and bernard..
We went to had our dinner in Barakath, after that back home to download GUNBOUND.
A fantastic game ever..
then at around 12, Wei sien's husband fetch us to eat Bak Kut Teh..
Damn nice though the Bak Kut Teh..
Whole the night playing GunBound..

Yesterday in the early morning, me, Bernard and Wei sien went to sing K with miss yap in SG. Wang.. Then we shop around until 8pm..
We took a lots of pictures >.<

Can roughly see my hair color

Was teaching Bernard on how to capture a nice picture..


I like my super long leg..
I am actually quite tall though

I bought Hair Back =)

At night,Fiona and Xin qi brought a cake and celebrate with us =)

the end ~

Defiining the world

DEfine society
Definie the world
Then define yourself

Can u match ur current personality to those???
Maturity...

I always emphasize,facing the truth, facing the obstacles with FACTS..

下雨天（下篇）

今天下午三点
我去跑步,
眼看就快要下雨了，但都不担心
因为有时天气会骗人的

我跑到了山顶，却找不到平时的爬上客
可能我太早来了吧
结果，倾盆大雨毫无留情的迈向我而来
心想，惨了，完蛋了，在半山，上又不是，下又不是
雨嘀嗒嘀嗒的打在我身上，好痛哦

结果选择呆在一棵大树下避雨
可是由于雨太大，结果还是被淋到湿到完....
看见一只猴子在树上，不知道在干吗
感觉它很笨，下雨天还在树上
但是我觉得它会笑我笨吧，
下雨天还跑步
就是有一种感觉它不喜欢我在那棵树
妈的，借你的地头避一下雨也不行吗？？

结果我离开了，
我离开不是因为我怕了那只猴子，
而是我怕闪电
恐怖...

雨真的很大，大到我完全看不到路
死命跑就对了，
过马路也没看车
不是没看，而是看不到
幸好没车. =)

结果就到了carrefour..
可以想象到一个全身湿淋淋的又露点男生
走进去
就像是一个刚跌进沟渠的老鼠...

真的冷到身体都在抖
马上办好我的事情就离开了..

雨停了
我又去爬山去找那只他妈的猴子
结果找不到了
它因该也病了吧
因为我也病了......

下雨天

曾经告诉过自己，不怕风雨，勇闯直前
可惜.....
真可惜.......

每一次下雨，
我都是低着头，慌张的找方向...
这并不是真真的我

心中无限的恐惧
我一定会克服的

哪怕天塌下来还是2012
我只知道2070年

New hair style..

after that??

Nah.. cant show the picture over here..later all the glasses break..

Imagine urself ba..

4.00am

As usual, I am just so stressed thus I went out to have a cup of tea right after MU vs aston villa..
Aston villa won actually...

The atmosphere around is just so peaceful and I love it..
After I had my tea,
I walked around in wangsa area..

And I saw a young chinese fella,
sitting on a corner, drinking carlsberg and smoking,
By looking on his face expression,
I guess he is sure emo-ing,
I just ignored and continue my nightwalk,

However, I heard footstep from behind,
When I turned back and see,
He walked so fast and approaching me,
I was thinking OMG, No people around here, sure I gg d,
So I stared at him fiecely
and When he almost came near to me, I moved 2 steps to the right and he just passed by me..
I saw the tears from his eyes..

Haiz.. So emo until wanna kill me meh>.<
YEs, I told myself, I am safe again.. yipee..

So back home and continue studying....

Webcam

Well well well...

1st time ever,
2.30am...
was using webcam to chat with moon..

was quite nervous actually, but its ok la...
and at that time she was so sleepy and me too..
But she had changed a lot on her appearance..





SEE...
she is so cute, pretty and charming..
I said, wow, u really looked like apple, garfield and those round thingy,
then she said I always describe her by using funny stuffs..

She told me that even her housemates also know the story of moon and I said that's great, let the story of a real precious friendship spread all over the world ba.. And if possible, spread it to next generation also...

And one last thing, when we wanna stop pver conversation, she waved her hand and I was so impressed with the action.. its so.......duno how to describe..

Is she looked cute??
But she banned the word >.<>.<

5 elements warriors vs Storm warrior

KLCC..
We went to watch Storm warriors 2..
No comments about the movie..

NOW



Let me Introduce 5 elements warriors..








Water warrior with chubby look

Wood warrior with cutie look

Metal warrior with sleepy look

Fire warrior with pang-sai look

Earth warrior with weird look

Cooking is a kind of art+philosophy

As a son of chef,
my father always told me,
must use your heart to cook a dish..
must always keep yourself calm and peace when you are cooking
although the atmosphere isn't that pleasant..

For me,
cooking is just the way I present my story to others through a simple dish..
The effort I put in
priceless effort..
I developed own philosophy when I am in kitchen..

Is that its just for fulfilling the satisfaction of stomach??

Art+Philosophy+creativity

These are the essence criterias for me as a small little chef..
I can spend whole day in kitchen to cook the best dishes for everyone without any complaints..

I feel proud when I am cooking
I feel happpy when people trying my dishes
I feel blissful when I presenting my dishes
I feel calm when I am preparing my ingredients
I feel perfect when i am......


Planning to cook this next week
waiting for it..

3V beach in C13-A2

by bernard, kenji and eugene

Mr siao...

This is how we released our stress during our study week..

Last night I went to mamak alone and sat on the front with the BOSS and watched Man.city Vs Chelsea..

I only have RM1.50 and I ordered a cup of teh tarik and enjoyed the grapes,
Then the mamak boss laughed at me.. Love the grapes tho..

Enjoying the grapes with Teh tarik while watching football..
The feeling is just so damn nice..
Strong wind blew and made me felt so Cold...
Even my teh tarik also becomes teh ice d..
The ice is free of charge, sponsored by wind..
Okok.. sweating liao if I keep writing on..
Enjoy the show.. wakakakakaka...

人生就是一场战

战争...
人生就是一场战

为自己的幸福
为自己的着想
为自己的前途
为家人的期望
为周人的胜利

去打一个自己的一场战..

以前总觉得一个人打战很光荣，很伟大
但现在却不是这么的认为了..

岁月累计
不得不告诉自己
其实我老了
也没有像以前般的疯狂

在种种压力之下
我选择了不要一个人打仗
找了一个知己，拍档，助手，一起打这场战
互相弥补缺点
一步一步
慢慢的
积极的
轻松的
开战咯

为自己的前途而打的战

没有所谓的天注定
只有所谓的选择
选择都在自己的手里

当我退出人生的战场时
留下那冰冷的身体
而周围的人也哭了

我...
离开了....

latest collection

Renoma?
Piere Cardin?
Body Glove?
Hush Puppies?

Guess wat, now is....

<3diesel<3


I bought 3 different colors.
Black, white and orange..

I took few pictures as I am trying to be a model like in kampar that time,
but
i am not going to upload at here.
Too sexy le,
later nose bleed, toe bleed and eyes bleed..

九阴真经

“天之道，损有余而补不足，是故虚胜实，不足胜有余。

　　其意博，其理奥，其趣深，天地之象分，阴阳之候列，变化之由表，死生之兆彰，不谋而遗迹自同，勿约而幽明斯契，稽其言有微，验之事不忒，诚可谓至道之宗，奉生之始矣。假若天机迅发，妙识玄通，成谋虽属乎生知，标格亦资于治训，未尝有行不由送，出不由产者亦。然刻意研精，探微索隐，或识契真要，则目牛无全，故动则有成，犹鬼神幽赞，而命世奇杰，时时间出焉。

Who Guided me?

11.15pm, When all my roomates were in their dreams, I decided to go out to have a night walk..

I supposed to walk around my condo,
with no reasons, I walked out of my condo..

I was thinking of to have a cup of teh tarik in Barakath,
But i had forgotten that the mamak was closed due to haji,

No choice, I kept moving..
I walked pretty slow and fully concentrate on wat i was thinking..

Until....
until I reached Jusco at around 11.45pm..
I don't know why I will reach Jusco
And i didn'trealise that I was in Public bank which is just outside Jusco,
I was thinking, OMG, this time GG le..
The pathway was so darked and no light over there..
And, the worst thing is, I had passed through few wangsa maju dangerous spot areas..
There were few robbery and murderous cases happened in that areas..
Thanks god, you save my life again..

I walked to LRT station as fast as possible and I saw few suspicious fella which I dun care at all at that moment..
I dun really remember which parts I had been through because i was just too concentrate on my mind..

the next I walked to the place where I wait for Utar bus every morning, and I stopped there for a moment and was not dare to move forward and If I did so, I am sure that tomorrow u guys don't need to see me anymore.

I stood there because I heard a song, " the moon represents my heart"..
There were a lots of cars parked over there, this reminded me of the movie, phobia 2..

And yes, I saw someone in between a car when I passed by, And i was not sure whether the "guy" i saw is real human or not, then I decided to reverse and see, and yes, that was a crazy fella, sitting there. When he saw me looking at him, he stood up and wanna chase me, I ran as fast as possible. When I looked back, he was like talking alone and look me move further and further away..

Finally, i back to my condo le..
Erm.. for anyone who wanna scold me for my stupidity, please do not hesitate to take ur phone and call me immediately before it is too late.. Oops, shall not say this.. Should be please call me to wash my brain ba if u have the ability..
And, please dun try this ..COpyrighted..

一个人

一个人想
一个人走
一个人哭
一个人伤心

每一个人
每一个梦
每一分钟
每一次失落

一个人从有心到无心
一首歌从有情到无情
这是我现在的心情
也是我对你执着的感情
一个人从有心到无心
一首歌从有情到无情
这是我现在的心情
也是我对你执着的感情

一个人想
一个人走
一个人哭
一个人伤心

Nightmare..

I still can't forget the fear that I had..
The dream.. Again and again make me feel so unsecure..

where is my courage??
Come back, I need it..

Gone case le..
I don't know how to cure my current condition,
my toe is just a small matter,
but the fear I had.. Just duno how to cure it..

I should try to walk alone at night and deeply relax myself..
Hopefully It could help me..
I need a big hug.. to secure myself from being into a darkness world..

And if, I can't back to my previous self,
then, kenji is dead..
will never come back le..

There is a question where I keep thinking of it,
If the person was there with me in the surgery room,
I think I can gone through the surgery successfully..
But in fact, I should not expect for this..

DEar God, please, give me back my courage, or else, I dun wan to sleep..

A failed surgery

Be prepared to read this..

I went to hospital Kuala Lumpur alone in this afternoon bcoz i am having serious injured on my toe..

I reached there and waited for 30 minutes then only reached my turn.
When doctor checked for several times, she straight wrote a letter and asked me to check for my blood then go for emergency unit..

Seriously at that moment, I got shocked and I felt very scared at that moment.
When i was in the emergency unit, i saw a lot of broke hand or leg fella, and those who juz had accident.. the blood.. everywhere..

I was so scared until i was shivering in a corner.
Almost all the patient had their family and friends accompanying, but me, alone..

At the time I signed the agreement to had surgery, I didn call anyone including my family members.Then the doctor asked, where is ur family members and your friends? I replied that I came alone, then she said, how are you going back later since you gotta undergo an operation, I said that I got no choice but have to take bus later..
Inside the surgery room was so cold and I got to wear those patient's jacket , cap and slipper.. I was so nervous until I forgot everything le..

Now, the scariest part, when everyone was ready, doctor gave me 7 injections on my toe, its so painful until I cried,bite own hand, stuggled and keep moving my foor while the needle was still inside.. Nurse was trying to stop me but I just cant bear with it.. In the end I shouted.. STOP!!! PLS STOP!!!. I cant bear with it anymore..

Then doctor said, ok, if u dun wan to continue, then if anyhting happens, you gotta bear with the responsibility. I replied ok and I stop crying..

No ones know the fear that I had..
It was just so scary..

In the end, I bear with the painfulness myself and took bus back to my condo..

To anyone who read this, please DO TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF...

锻炼@坚持

我要很努力的锻炼自己的体能
因为我要去一个很远的地方
我要亲自走路去...
眼前的痛只是转眼间的痛..
脚痛更要走
累了也要跑
不测退，不投降

更重要的是能够把自己搞得疲倦
一睡到天亮
什么都不用烦

对不起我的脚，我的母指
辛苦了...

一千个，一万个

伤心的kenji有一千个和一万个伤心的理由...haih...

怎么办啊？？
头好痛..
晚上又不可以一个人走，
又没人要陪我谈
该不知如何是好...

problem solver?? PUI!!!!!
nah.. problem maker got gua..

haiz..

为何会这样子？？
好痛苦
幸好有很好的室友和兄弟偶尔开解下我

还是haih...
一切都不一样了....

Who I am??

And again, I pointed out this question to myself...

Again and again...
I can't even define for myself...
what I want?
what I want to see?
What I want to see from others?

If i have done my parts,
then what would be the outcomes ??

The endless war with no answers at all..
what shoud I do??
For now? For next and FOr.....??

Win or Lose??
Please give me supports...
I need the energy to move on...

Zaman Paleolitik until Malaysia hari ini..

Since wei chyi, chiah and bernard went out for 2012,
then Eugene asked me to suggest a place to go,
thus I decided to go back zaman paleolitik..

and our journey begins...
We didn use time machine, instead, we took a special train..

Before we reached zaman paleolitik, we enjoyed the environment around and s^2 for a while ^^


And here we reached zaman paleolitik, neolitik and logam...




Meanwhile, we met with the villagers in zaman paleolitik, but they are very LANSI.. never say hi to us... sa sad.. T.T



Since they are very lansi, so we decided to leave them and continue our journey..

Next is Zaman kegemilangan Melaka.. And at that time, Agama Islam was introduced to Malaysian.. And very lucky, we met with SUltan Melaka and advised him to join Agama Buddha(joking la)...
KEnji: Lu Jangan main-main o... nanti hidup kau susah susah...
GEne : 因果抱抱


And, the war begins...
First of all, Captain alfonso albuquequer came to MElaka with his soldiers and BOM all the small kapal-kapal in Melaka, we were shocked and I decided to kill Him without any hesitation..But Eugene supports him.. swt....

Kenji: you better surrender, so that my name will appear in history.. DO u knw who is christiano ronaldo? So u support manchester united or real madrid??

Gene: You continue fighting ba, i just want to take picture only, wun kacao u 1..

YEs, from Melaka to Penang..
We can't find Fiona in Penang, But we found something..
EUgene was tring to compete with me, but he lost.. Y would I say so??



SEE?? of cause I win la...
PERJANJIAN PANGKOR
But why the table is empty?? suppose to have agreement or tea or smth else right??


Around 1945, the villagers live in a peaceful lives, plucking coconut, and you know la, I amvery helpful 1 ma, So i volunteer myself to help them..



Its so tiring to travel from one place to another places.. We took a rest and SS .. ^^



The miserable incident finally happened, japanese soldiers riding bicycle , came to my country and raped my girls.. so sad.. T.T
They were hiding in a small room and he thought i didn realise, but I found it and burned the room then I cabut lo...



Finally... Merdeka



Throughout the journey, we didn learn anything.. wakakakaka... we just have fun around and kacao those historical heroes...Fun tho..

Sunway Pyramid

Last Monday me,bernard, fiona and xinqi went to sunway pyramid to celebrate fiona's birthday and she is officially 19 d. ^_^
I had learnt what is 大头照.. taught by xinqi.. and she helped me to take a 大头照..



And I tried my camera skill as well..
Here is the best shot ever.. So cool.. freeze..


Due to privacy, thus I am not going to upload the rest of the pictures..
Lastly, wish her happy birthday and all the best...

Another 6 more hours will be Xin qi's birthday d, so here I wish her the earlier happy birthday....