Style!= Conclusion

1st Case

This week was the unusual week that had made some changes in my class. Previously my class have 18 students, the least in SETAPAK campus, however, 5 of them going to USM n now only left 13 students including my course rep.. Thus, I have been promoted to be a course rep immediately. 5 of them were my assignment partner, so now I have to complete the 3 assignments by myself.. Well, I don’t know I could make it or not and I am now really gambling with my courseworks.. Conclusion= ALONE..

2nd Case

Last Thursday I was having my dinner with my heng tai and also the 1st time we had dinner 2gether in Wangsa Maju.. While we were waiting for the lift....
Chiah : This few weeks can’t go n visit ping xin
Chyi: but at least u two meet with each other very often ma. My 1 lagi teruk, dun even hv time to go Kampar n visit my girlfren.
Chiah: she only comes for 1 or 2 hours, but once u go back is 1 or 2days wo..
Chyi: Although i stay there for 2 days, but we only have few hours to meet each other..
Kenji: Super SWT drop!!! Walao, like this also can argue.. Dun u two realize that ur current lives is so blissful but you can’t find the blissfulness on it?? SEE, SINGLE might be a problem, DOUBLE is trouble right??
Chiah : next time when we go back Kampar then we(me n chiah) stay in same room la because most of the time I will go and find Ping Xin..
Kenji: No matter I am staying in sharing room or single room, the room is always empty, only me and my son will be in the room...
End.... Conclusion= ALONE

3rd case

Yesterday, we went to watch WANTED in KLCC. My class ended at 4pm, thus they all have to wait for me in KLCC.. I took UTAR bus alone and met with my hengtai plus yik wai at LRT station.. I was extremely tired because at the day before I went to watch football( Spain vs Russia) and my class started at 8am morning... When we were walking to the cinema and walked out from form the cinema, I was always the one who walked in front alone... That’s Y Jun called me LEADER...
Conclusion= ALONE..

From what I have discussed with my friends, they said that this is my style and I will never walk alone.. Well, I believe it because I will walk through the end of my life with my friends....
A little bit crazy on 2day, so I have decided to make some tattoo on my arm..

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The days of not being a lang zi

As usual, I prefer to walk alone in everywhere. today is the 6th days for me of not being a lang zi. Most of the time I stay close with my Kampar friends in FES, however not all the time we will have a chance to meet each others because I am taking different course. Looking everywhere, observing every action, thinking nonsense theory and making own conclusion. This is what I am doing since secondary school until now. I wonder if one day I could read wat exactly people thinking.. Maybe I should study psychology after all. Well recently my coursemates have created a gang which is called S.A.D, quoted from the word sad which stands for SINGLE,AVAILABLE,DESPERATE.. I cannot be the committees as well as members because I am not qualified, thus I have been assigned as an academic advisor..

Last Thursday I went to KLCC to watch The Hulk with my heng tai, I travelled to KLCC alone and wait for them over there due to communication break down between me and wei chyi, I went to a place to take a rest while enjoying my ROTI BOY which is costs RM1.80. Suddenly, there were a group of Japanese guys carrying with a lot of stuffs and sit beside me, they talked Japanese+ Malays with me which I dun understand at all, so I juz can reply YES YES YES... its so funny. Every morning I will wake up at 6am and depart from my condo at6.50am to nearby bus station to wait for UTAR bus. The distance from my condo to the bus station is roughly 300 metres. The feeling of walking in the early morning is just nice, I can see people is starting to work, preparing to open their restaurant or shops. This is then bring a message to me that “ today is a good day for me, I should appreciate it and prepare for the challenges of the day”.. Since I have to face with my stressful life in setapak,then Y dun I face it plus a little bit entertainment??

My assignment partner told me that I am very decisive and responsible when doing assignment, however, she told me that what she wants in a team is perfect..I totally speechless at that moment.. I usually will chat with my coursemates when we were doing tutorials in library. They asked me whether I am still single, then I replied YES, they said those guys which are humorous, friendly usually still single because they will have a lot of friends and prefer to stay close with friends. I took quite a period of time to think about what they had said because this is quite true also from what I have seen.
I am thinking that
1- Is that I prefer to stay close with my friends forever?
2- In the other words, Lang zi is more suitable for me?
3- I can only have best friends and nothing more than that?
4- Am I cheating myself ?
If the answers are YES, then I think I will know what am I going to be in the next 5 years..Well maybe I will never get the answers for my own questions..
I will have programming and Electrical eng. Tests in next week, so I shall study hard now in order to achieve my target.

Gudbye to qin chang lang zi

Kue Kheng Zie,IC number:890318-0X-XXXX declare that Starts from 8th of June onwards, I am not qin chang lang zi anymore due to certain reasons.
regards,
kenji
(M&MY1S1)

FES=Faculty of Extremely Stress

7 subjects ,6*2 credit hours+ 3 credit hours... This is wat M&M students muz gone through in the first semester.. Every morning six o'clock wake up, then go to campus, after suffering for 11 hours , then 6pm go back to house, bath+ wash clothes, eat , study and sleep. This is wat I do everyday.. Is it boring?? The answer is YES!!! It is...and tiring as well. All the subjects are damn difficult, I can't even understand wat the lecturer teaching about, need to take a lot of time to digest it.. Plus, my material's lecturer is from kazastan, her slang is damn different, I can't even hear wat she is talking about, but her wearing style is quite sexy I think.. STRESS, STRESS , STRESS. Every week is like study week for me, once I free, then muz hold a book and study until my eyes totally close. I duno how far I still can go through, but I realize that I haven't fully develop my own potential and strenght, and I hope that after gone through all of the obstacles, I can be the "Last Man Standing"..

S.I.P

Nowadays, I am an assistant course rep, Yik Wai , eugene, hong yee are course rep, kheng hooi is assistant course rep and lastly ning xin is class rep.. We feel like Kampar first batch foundation student is conquering FES.. Damn proud of it.. I told myself that After 1st semester, I muz enjoy til"kao kao" to balance my mind, else confirm going to tanjung rambutan. I duno how comes my housemates are so free except me, haiz, inequity....Nowadays my frens seldom contact me d, maybe both of us are rather busy, even when I received the calls also from my coursemates and asking about the class's schedule... I feel like it could be nice if I am now walking in Westlake Alone, refresh my mind, breath in the fresh air, enjoy myself of being alone at night, watching the moon, sing a song, talk to the moon and laugh to myself, if I could..the end...Stressssss.