Tuesday, February 23, 2010

CNY in KL and New sem..

Final exam is just around the corner??
not yet, 8 more weeks, but soon..
I am going to have 3 tests within 6 days.

I am trying to change my appearance so that I could look younger than previous years. I don't know whether I did it or not, judge yourself ba..

1st Picture took on 18 of January, 1st day on new sem


Took on Yesterday. Front View.
Side View

And NOW!!!!!!

Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng...

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On Sunday, since only left me and eugene, thus we decided to celebrate CNY ourselves..
we cooked maggie mee, bought carlsberg and eugene sponsored grapes.. Simple and Nice. The carlsberg made me feel so high until I got gastric at night >.<


I made a word "fu" in chinese on the transparent door. The purpose is to avoid me from banging the door again >.<>

Everyone is preparing for their coming tests, assignments and reports. Good luck for All..


Sunday, February 21, 2010

无奈

最近风声四起,风风雨雨
接一连二的发生在我身上
搞到我很痛苦,真的很辛苦
在我的感受方面是一种折磨
在我的思想方面更是一种魔咒

我自问,
我做错了吗??

如果我做错?
错在哪儿?
关心你是错的?问候你是错的?
因为这样而造成误会?

我觉得我有必要誊清
虽然这并不是我的作风
也不是要挽回任何东西
我只是要回我活着的尊严

我先在是单身,以前是,现在也是
并没有爱任何女生
爱的定义在这里是感情上的爱

我拿一个很简单的例子
众所周之,月亮是我的好朋友
众所周知,她已有了男朋友
虽然我们的交流难免一定会有限制
但我们还是好朋友
我根本就没有任何的非份的思想
简单来说,难道我见她的时候就是要爱她?破坏人家幸福的感情?

我平时是喜欢开玩笑
但是我做东西是绝对对得起自己的良心
对得起自己!!!!

我在每个人心中虽然是一个很不起眼的角色,也是一个很不值钱的小人物
但是我还是有自己的尊严

或许,我不了解你们
或许,你们也不了解我

很多时候,我预测与猜测的东西都很准
这是因为我有事实的根据
并不是随便乱猜
我知道的东西也很多
也很容易知道谁在说谎
我只是不说罢了

能真正了解我的人很少
我也不要求多
我做任何事情之前都会想到后果
都尽量去顾及人家的感受
掉头来
忽略了自己的感受

我心痛,我伤心
但我从来不说出口
别人只会听我说“没事”
长期的累积
真的有时会崩溃

坦白说
我也是需要被尊重
我也是一个人
有血,有肉,有泪
也有感受
我并不是一只狗
但狗也是有感受
何况是人?

兄弟,朋友,姐妹,夫妻,太阳月亮
这班人
完整了我的人生

人真的很矛盾
前`晚
我一个人去了KL pudu, 附近
应该算是危险区吧
我观察了四周围
感觉为何人生有黑暗点
种种的景象让我觉得很感概
但是,我不怕
我还会继续走下去
一个人撑到底
无怨无悔......

Friday, February 19, 2010

my valentine n cny

13th of February, I went to sunway pyramid with brother and hunt for my pants, unfortunately, I cant find any pants that suits me..
Last minute went to tesco and bought some stuffs,
1am went to pasar and bought some fishes and meats.
4am, left kajang together with my aunty..
9am reached Nibong Tebal..
For previous years, usually was my father and my aunt cooked for all of us, but this year, my father became our supervisors, me and brother cooked for all the members, 20++... Tension 1 you know, plus the weather was so hot until i feel like i was so sexy.. Luckily was just cooked for lunch..
At night, when all the family members reached, we had our reunion dinner, steamboat.. it is very meaningful to eat at home rather than eating at outside..Although the weather was super hot, but we were still enjoying... prawn, abalone.. I love it...
Godmum, SIster, Cousin and father


Brother, uncle, uncle-in-law


Gambling is the must as it is our tradition. I won RM100++ , so happy.. I found out that all my relatives are very humorous, juz like me.. Laughed till I vomit blood o.. damn funny la, especially my father and my uncle, the combination of them can make all people vomit blood.
My aunty chose to take video rather than take pictures, so there are so many video clips in my laptop. I am actually having a problem with my hand as it shivering most of the time, just like parkinson but not that serious. So i carried my cousin, youngest one, just born in last month. He is so cute.. He was sleeping when I carried him and he slept very well on my hand. I carried him for 2 hours, sure he can feel the vibration of my hand.. pity him..

his face so fat and round... round round cute cute... like somebody..


Last night, moon invited me to her house, and also my 1st time went to her house.. I was quite tension also.. Once i reached, we just sat down and chat for few hours.. Then her grandma came and asked who am I in hokkien, so i said " peng you" la.. bt her grandma not believe and kept saying that I am her bf while her bf was there.. So embarrasing..>.<>.<>



I went to midvally this early morning and watched 2 movies.. Little soldier and woo-hoo.. both are nice movies, however, I sibeh dulan those who sat beside me, Kept making annoying sound that made me felt damn mad.. Lesson of the day, do not watch movie alone.. I saw few clothes that I like, plan to buy it next month, 2 clothes, RM220.. so damn expensive omg... Around 8.30pm, i went to petaling street to cut n wash my hair.. Feel so relaxing when the fella washing my hair and massaging.. But i disliked the cutting style , slightly gone case le, my face looks so big.. >.< face problem..

Well, since I study so hard for the past few days, today I gave myself a deep rest..

Sunday, February 7, 2010

1st kampar trip in 2010

My class ended at 3pm on Friday, that time was raining heavily,

I rushed back to condo and took my stuffs then straight went pudu..



I reached PUdu at about 5pm and the bus was there..

I sat beside an indian girl, she was quite annoying, keep chatting with duno who and I dun understand her language, so, I took out my laptop and on Ghost movie, purposely 1, to scare her..




I reached Kampar at around 8.30pm and I went to Minat to walk around.

After that took bus and reached new town..


Everytime when I went back to Kampar, I felt so relaxing compared in KL..

I don't think that 3 days 2 nights is enough for me...


At the same time, I attented talent time in kampar campus,

the show was fantastics... because of a talented small little girl sitting beside me..



I get to know few EE members which are Jay, Orange and shiyau..
They are very friendly and nice.. but orange is quite "sampat" but he is nice..hahahaha..

I enjoyed myself in Kampar .. Free of stress, buy 1 free 1...so "cheesecake"
Saw "choy san yeh" in Old town pasar before I back to KL and had a great breakfast with.....
30 years old punya lalalulu


Miss tan suen suen


Miss seetao(tauke soh)


A cup of tea represents the end of my trip in kampar.


There were only 8 passengers in the bus and once in board in,
straight took out my laptop and on the music" xin bu liao qin" until I reached KL..
Traffic jammed in KL and caused me walked from timesquare to Pasar Seni under the hot sun... At that moment I feel like buying ticket to kampar again because I really miss them and there a lots...
Is thinking when will I go there again???
emo-ing...