Sunday, March 30, 2008

Philosophy

This weekend was damn boring in Kampar bcoz most of my frens went back for" qing ming". As i mentioned b4, I love philosophy stuffs.. Let me explain wat is philosophy...


Philosophy

is the use of reasons in understanding such things as the nature of reality and existence, the use and limits of knowledge and the principles that govern and influence the judgement. It is very hard to understand their theories created by those famous philosopher, but it is good to figure out the meaning.. Plus, it can influence ur perception about ur life..





Let me show the few examples quoted from confucius:
Confucius:"They must often change who would be constant in happiness or wisdom.” it juz a simple sentence, hwever it brings a lot of definition and meanings behind of this sentence.. From my point of view although it is a simple sentence , but i will keep thinking about it for whole day or whole week to apply it in my lives... There r few more examples n i think it is suitable for my frens, hv a look:“ When anger rises, think of the consequences.”
" Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses.”
" Everything has its beauty but not everyone sees it.”
Hold faithfulness and sincerity as first principles.”



Another quoted from sun tzu which i prefer n like the most
~"to fight and conquer in all our battle is not supreme excellence; supreme excellence consists in breaking enemy's resistance without fighting"~.It means to win in a war but without fighting. Simple sentence, but super duper hard in application.. it is a very nice strategy since u can get smth without sacrificing anything from urself. My comment is it is good to try when u r qualified to do so, else the consequences will be very pitiful..I dun think tat it can be applied in society bcoz of " opportunity cost" tat we learned in 1st semester, econs.


Lastly , quoted or created by my "soul"
~ "u determined the thing is wrong because the external environment is too real"~
this sentence appeared on my mind when i was sleeping, 3 years ago. So far i could not give the real definition of it n i hv been asking my teacher n frens around, but they could not gv me the answer tat satisfied myself. so i think it depends on hw u going to interpret it. pls gv the the comment about it so tat i can understand ur concept.

I hope most of u can understand the meaning of it and actually it is very hard for me to write about philosophy in my blog becoz it cannot be described in details. the end..
btw, MU 4-0 aston villa...

Thursday, March 27, 2008

rival in love??

2day after the football match, chiah said tat i m the rival of his housemates because of love.. Did I?? there are a lot of rumours about me since the 1st day in UTAR.. first of all is miss ng ah weiafter the 1st msg i sent to her on 30th of MAY 2007.. after the few weeks, we didn talk to each other, maybe this is the way i stopped the rumour.




Secondly is miss X, i m not going to write her name here but i assume that u all knw bout it... she is the one whom I respect the most, Y? maybe the reasons are she is hardworking, never says NO to her frens, far sighted and so on... a lot of incidents happened in sem 2 n sem 3 n caused few of her frens did not talk to her and seriously i dun wan to see this kind of situation happened.. I told myself tat I muz did smth.. I started to talk to her n tried to understand her conditions but it was a difficult task for me becoz i received a lot of informal sources from external environment n caused me did not focused properly...However, since I was taking initiative to explore bout her, so I muz give full trust on her and i DID. People keep asking me to give up n dun be so stubborn n stupid, but I did not listen at all. Meanwhile, I believe that DAP will win within a week.Hwever.Until the middle of February 2008, I declared to myself tat my mission failed n i will quit from parliament forever bcoz i had to believe the facts in front of my eyes.. B4 i totally quit from parliament , i had given a word "RISK" to her n with the hope tat she understood the meaning in her lives.. I have a comment here n hope tat she understands:"


although I did not talk to u nwadays, but u r stil the one who i respected the most in kampar n i will believe in ur ways tat u manage ur rountine and will gv u the blessing whenever i am.."



Now, the rumour bout me n ah weirepeated again, cnt believe it plus they had given a name ZIEWEI... wat a nice name...haha.. Ah wei is such a nice gal, she really can interpret my thinking well n it makes me feel like unbelievable..the way she interprets me is juz like those philosophers... i m so happy to know that she is also the one who likes to kaji philosophy stuffs. So nice to hv a such a good fren.


Lastly, there are few more rumours which were created indirectly such as eliza; my explaination is i can be her brother, her uncle, father grandfather grandgrandfather, bf, husband n wat so ever...i think u all can catch my points... n the latest rumour is keng yan... Its impossible bcoz i still left 30 days in kampar n i m nt going to spoil her lives of future....




Still the same, I m prodigal of love n i will roam freely all over the world. Although my lives is full of obstacles that are unpredictable, but I will keep walking forward with my frens to the love bridge...yoho...



Friday, March 21, 2008

My frens in Kampar




Frens.... There r lot of definitions for this word, hwever, my opinion is if u r nt evil, then i can be ur fren.. 28th MAY of 2007, i reached in KAMPAR.. I brought myself to kampar n searching for my new life and I did it... in my first sem in foundation, i mostly stay close wif my tutorial classmates n seldom socialize wif lecturemates, hwever during sem 2, I seem like very close to every1 especially my neighbour(eliza, guat shan, a wei n tao ke soh)...





Let me introduce my frens:









first of all my "heng tai" kai chiah n wei chyi" three of us juz like the characters in the "warlord"... non-stop chatting whole the nite in my house, help each others, teasing each others .... they r nt single but still available..haha.. i guess.... For me, Single but Unavailable ;










Second of all is my neighbour n also my best frens. They are EliZa natsuko , GuAt Shan(TeCk shan), A wei(dai ga jie) n tao ke so.... everynite they r sure will go nyamcha, addicted d.. Eliza is juz 17 years old, small body size, juz like a japanese gal, she is able to speak in japanese language...my heng tai always call her "pui".. maybe this is true, but i hv no idea...haha.. she is a nice gal i mean like she is able to help people n being so caring to her frens.. OPEN MINDED is one of her personality, tat's y gt alot of frens... SHe scared dark bcoz it makes her feel unsecure Y?? it takes time to discover.Next is GuAt shan or Teck Shan(the combination of Mr X n Guat shan).. she is neutral and a good listener . I found out that she finds it difficult to say"no" to others and she is calm n tries to live harmony wif others. Hwever, she gets hurt easily by others but I believe tat she is strong enough to carry on wif her wonderful future. Our class rep., A wei, good in leadership..... She is the 2nd person who can interpret my thinking.. I was rather surprised but it is good.. a future actuarist.. Tao ke so, still in the process of discovering....there is a gal who i respect the most, lets name her as Miss S, certain things happened n caused me do not hw to describe bout her, confusing... anyways, i appreciate her as my fren as well." wish u good luck in future"...


They are the one who makes my life so wonderful... Frens are juz like them, completed my life...



still left 34 days in kampar roughly, feel so sad..... hwever i will appreciate every moment 2gether wif frens.."All the Best to All of U"..My promise as a fren, will never change.... frens=" are always the smarter choice"... I will be there for u(mindmaker~kenji)







Thursday, March 20, 2008

Introduction of Kenji


is my real name and people usually call me KenJi and it was created by ELIZA..I m 19 years old... nothing special of my appereance..but the most special thing is I exist in this world.. with my height of 184cm, thus easier to grab people 's attention....usually people will hear my voice 1st b4 they see me.Y??? i like to talk, talking nonsense or watsoever, but nth can stop me from talking, except my emotions... I m a peer helper of UTAR and had been succesfully gone through 1st n 2nd module.. with my basic knowledge of counselling skills, i used to help my frens, especially my close frens... Hwver, I never help myself, never appreciate bout myself... Y?? I hv no answer with this... maybe my close frens can tell u the answer.. I dun like to read books, but i like to study about philosophy stuffs and then whole day thinking bout it.. I like to think wat situation make them hv such thinking and hw they created strategy or theories that can influence a life of a person... Sometimes I think too much and caused my mind stucked for few hours... Those who know me well sure they will know there is a story behind the moon. it represented a friendship between a guy and a gal... there is a super duper long story bout it and i m not going to write the story over here... I love to study in Kampar compared to pj or Kl... I still remember when i transferred my campus to kampar, my friends said that Y are u so STUPID? Then my answer was " yup, I m stupid, lets wait n see" .. after few months, they called me n told me tat "they regret for not following me to kampar"... At tat moment, i was speechless... My predictions quite accurate most of the time, maybe this is the gift from GOD and although my precictions quite accurate but most of my predictions always bring the bad news to every1..Better dun predict right??? haha...lastly, who am I???? I hvnt find out the answer so far...