Quit le....

Finally, an iron man cannot withstand with the pressure..
And the tears finally dropped when I was chatting with moon this early morning..

Actually last night when I was chatting with eliza,
I roughly know what should I do for next le..

As what I had mentioned earlier, strength point turned into weakness point..

What moon had told me is actually almost the same as what eliza told me...
AFter taking several considerations, I promised myself that after i solve the problem, and I will quit le...

I just can't withstand with it anymore and i am totally suffering...

Will give myself a deep rest....

3.30am

3.30 am right now, most people are having their sweet dreams right now except me..

God had given me a signal that something went wrong and woke me up at 3.30am..
Yeah, thanks god for waking me up, so far I am still thinking the soltuion, hopefully by 6am I could get it after I go out to walk around later although it is freaky cold outside right now..

Turning point??
Strength turned into weakness point??

Sometimes you might not accept the judgement or the opinions from others, but u have to accept the facts that appeared in front of you... My experiences and observations are enough to tell me everything..

I developed myself in counseling field when I was in secondary school until now. And the counselor from my secondary school is the top ten counselor in Malaysia.. I know my roles, I understand my responsibilities.. I had listerned to many stories from different background of people...From there, indirectly created an opportunity for me to learn and to explore..

I read a short story before, it saying that doctor cures patient's diseases, but they never cure their own" diseases", because they can't... And I am still believing it..

Do not always expect that the road is smooth all the time, and if you do not take any precautions, you might fall when you are walking halfway... I believe i had fell for many times.. its so painful and miserable at the moment that you are trying to continue the endless road..

Y must fall down whenever the road is not smooth?? Why can't I just cross it, then looks back and says, "you want to block me ar, slowly wait la.."

And how if you see a person and the person might fall when he reached the part that I had crossed, would you tell the fella how to cross it?? or just let the fella falls and laughs at the fella??

I don't use any of those.. I will prefer to remove the obstacles and let others to cross it without realising it..

4.05 am...
kenji is out....

moodiness or losing appetite??

Skipped my dinner recently..
Although I am hungry, but I just don't feel like eating =(

Today went to AMpang 9th emperor god's temple..
prayed hard and made few wishes..
Hoping that 9th emperor God will give me spiritual energy to accomplish my missions..

Met with an OLD ANNOYING fella in Ampang Yong Tau Hu restaurant.. Don't know what made him saying that I was challenging him..!! FCUK!!!

Dear 9th Emperor God, must boh yow me... I need the energy..

RAIN

9th Emperor Birthday..
I met with a heavy rain just now when I was playing football..
Rain dropped and hit my body mercilessly..
I felt the painfulness but I kept running and chasing the ball..

When you are facing difficulties, you have no choice to move forward instead of backward and give up at the end of the day..

Now I understand, my direction, my decision and my goals..
I have been struggling with those issues recently and I couldn't make up my mind and NOW.. I got it...

I will not explain the purposes on what I have done and I don't mind whether people misinterpret my meanings.. And whatever I gonna do, will be the secrets deeply hiding inside my heart forever until the end of the day...AT least, I am qualified to stand in this world with pride

R.I.P A gong..

人生无常....
希望你一路好走...

210

210

my current record for bowling..
7 strikes, the rest spares.. amazing huh?? or I am just lucky?

I am going to cameron on tomorrow morning to visit my aunty and her father in law and after that gonna back KL and prepare for my short sem..

Wangsa Maju next Top model..

Lets welcome our Mr Bernard.







Secondly, Mr Goalkeeper.. kenji.





And lastly, miss F..