一个比赛，不同的结果

五个星期前做了一个前所未有的决定，参加了一场比赛

刚开始对于这个比赛我充满了希望

可惜，一切都不是我想象中的那么简单

从我每天熬夜，努力，拼了再拼

可是我的车，从来没有成功过

在我准备要放弃的时候，却坚持的完成了比赛

我努力过，我付出过，可是我不甘心

比赛的前一晚，我们都熬夜了，也成功了。。

可是比赛当天，东西却坏了

我知道很多人对我有很大的期待

我却令大家失望了

值得称赞的事，我完成了比赛

从这个比赛

我知道.....

我不是一个很好的领导

我还不能保持冷静

我会一直问自己，我根本都没有那个能力

为什么会去参加比赛

比赛当天，我记得我说的话都很少

因为我真的很紧张

我还怕输的感觉因为我知道我代表着大学

最后，还是输了，我拿起了手机宣布了这项消息

种种的压力之下，我学会了坚持

不放弃

我能有这个能力去坚持也得需感谢某些人的支持

或许也就是开心果

能够完成这个比赛，也要很感谢周围朋友的帮忙

谢谢你们

也很感谢我的战友老陈给了我这个机会去尝试

谢谢你

一个比赛，不同的结果，不同的领悟

you dun understand my difficulties

When I sit down quietly and do my work,

Nobuddy actually realised that i am facing all those tough problems..

There are so many work currently pending.

As I mentioned before, my research that I carried on still delaying in the results part since everyone couldn't sacrifice the time to do on it.

Second will be another task which is to guide an insane senior to do FYP.. ok, this guy, his mental really got problem and like to ask nonsense questions until all lecturers and students run away from him, and he beg my lecturer to be his advisor. My lecturer agree and let me to handle. But I told my lecturer that I will be impatient and will scold him badly and if I cant tahan with him. I am serious with this.

3rd will be the competition that I participated which is called Chem E car and will be held on 16 and 17 of March at UTP. My team represents utar for the competition and Mr Ken put me as the leader.I am super stressed with this competition as there are so many problems that we face. Because of this competition and I lost my mood in entertainment. I admit that I take this very serious and I wanna win this. There is no way back. We lack of raw resources experience but yet we have the determination. I dun give up, and I hope my members have the same thinking as me and together achieve our aims ..

Last will be all the assignments, reports,tests and a trip for MM students.

I can sleep less, eat less and what I want is to achieve my target with pride. In fact I duno how much I can bear with the pressure or the load, I scare if one day I might fall.

* whenever I am busy, you will still appearing on my mind and all the words u said before. At least I could feel relief from here. I juz hope to finish all my work and go to have a nice meal with you.. you knw who you are =)

Lean on me

Sometimes in our lives

We all have pain

We all have sorrow

But if we are wise

We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong

And I will be your friend

I will help you carry on

For it won't be long

Till I am gonna need

Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride

If I have things you need to borrow

For no one can fill those of your needs that you won't let it show

If there is a load

You have to bear that you can't carry

I am right up the road

I will share your road

If you just call me...

*Thats for you, especially the one who always cheer me up and make me "kai xin" the most..

后知后觉

The most....

Most blurr semester = Y1S1

Most boring semester = Y1S2

Most confusing semester = Y2S1

Most emo semester = Y2S2

Most happy and crazy semester = Y3S1

How about Y3S2???

I wish it could be the most successful semester ever in my uni level and I wish that it could be like Y3S1 where I fully utilised my time.

22 is approaching me, and in this age, study is not the big matter I think, the most headache 1 is you will keep thinking on what job you gonna apply and how to earn money.

What field you gonna enter?

Should I continue for PhD?

Where to continue PhD?

Buy Car?

Buy house?

Stay in Malaysia?

Lots of things. Some of you might think thats too early to think about it but yet, next year we are going to graduate.soon, very soon..

2011

is not a good starting, I could see many things happened around.

But I do believe that everything will be fine after the CNY..

May the cutie rabbit brings the joys to the human.

I still remember that previously I was so stressed with my studies, but now I should announce that study is not everything BUT do not use this as excuse for u to not study =p

Many people saying that study is not everything doesn't mean you don't have to study, the meaning behind is if you don't have the talent in studies, you at least must have other talents.

Don't have to jealous or envy to those who get good results, you should jealous and envy that the efforts they put in..

Problem solving skills are the most important,

but communication skill comes in second.

Thats the way to learn.

飞鸟尽，良弓藏；狡兔死，走狗烹.

路见不平，拔刀相助.

很矛盾，非常的...

使人成熟的是经历，而不是岁月

人永远不知道谁哪次不经意的跟你说了再见之后就真的再也不见了

爱，就大声说出来，因为你永远都不会知道，明天和意外，哪个会先来

忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦

奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实地感受生活；疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚

走的最急的是最美的风景；伤的最深的是最真的感情

成熟不是心变老，而是，当眼泪在眼睛里打转时却还保持微笑

我希望能够在毕业前来一张大学的全家福

我有这个机会吗？？

Wishes for 2011

22 years old soon but yet I am still consider young hopefully..

I had promised myself to do something great in this year which I never did before..
Besides of maintaining my result and complete my research, there is another thing that I want to achieve so that I won't be regret of being a uni student.

my Wishes:
1) To maintain my healthy lifestyle

2) Maintain my result
3) Complete my research within the period.
4) Enjoy my life of being a uni student
5) To rectify my bad behaviour
6) Assist anyone as I could.
7) T0 dote my sister, daughter,son, juniors+++ more n more...
8) Keep this as secret ......

I wish that my wishes will come true.. And I will work on it 1 by 1.. I can see that I am getting more positive on my thinking and thus I am no longer emo..

There is only 1 thing that need to control is my stress level as there are too many things to be covered and too many things to be considered.

But no matter how, I still need to face it.. 兵来将挡，水来土掩. 没什么好怕的.

I know I can make it, among the 8 wishes, the 8th one is the most important and its gonna be the greatest 1..

I must do it and then i will make it..

End..

the honour...

Once i ended my internship, I straight started my research..
Since now I handle all the experiment alone and I occupied whole the lab myself..

i quite enjoy when I am doing my work alone.
But yet I am very busy and tired.. As I am dealing with expensive materials, I try my best to calm down myself all the time. My hand will shiver when I measure the weight.

If you ask me will i feel stress??
My answer definitely is no!!!
Y??
Because I am cheating myself..
My lecturer believes on me and have confident on me, that's y she let me to handle alone.. I cannot disappoint her..
Every morning wake up in the early morning and do my work until 5pm, I skipped my lunch because i want to stay focus...
I keep quiet all the time as this indicated the level of my stress..

I pray hard that the outcomes of my research will be as what I expect..
As We need to publish a journal by the end of january, pls don't occur any mistakes..

I think one cup of barcadi will be good enough for me to solve the problems.

Skytrex adventure

Another for this week which is skytrex adventure in taman pertanian shah alam.
ms yap overnight at my place and we did survey the road to taman pertanian..

The next morning 630am , we gather at 711 outside my condo and the participants who followed us were chyi, bernard, ms yap, ping xin, pinky, joan, jiao jiao, jun wen ,ziming, alan and kim yeong.

In ms yap's car, we got 2 GPS, 1 was from pinky and another 1 was borrowed from eugene. Well, duno what the hell happened in the early morning, the satellite cant detect the GPS and caused many funny incidents happened in the car.

When we were at the roundabout and searching the direction to turn, 2 GPS showing the different directions and we follow the wrong way which is U-turn and JOan made into the correct junction, when they called me....

kenji kue:stop stop stop!!, dun go liao..
Bernard Wong :no bus stop..cnt stop...
Ng Kim Yeong:bus stop bus stop!!many bus stop...
joan:stop or not stop?
pinky:3 o'clock...12 o'clock...
ms yap:left or right?

Finally we reached there b4 8am and another group was lost and met with us after an hour.
After all the preparation and briefing, we started our journey..

The most tiring 1 of cause is climbing the stairs.


We gotta pass through all the stations including flying forks, tarzan jump and all that..






The toughest thing for guys is to wear the safety belt with pulley.. its just so tight when we were hanging and our children felt the pain...

Most of my photos contained only ms yap and pinky s' pictures because ms yap walked in front of me and pinky was behind me..

The journey was very fun , exciting and tiring due to the climbing of the stairs..



I am glad to have this group of friends who always have fun together in this short semester.
~End