Within 2days, 50 hours++ and I only slept for only 2 hours. You might think that I was doing last min work in fact the answer is "No"!!
I didn't sleep just because I have to finalise and completed the journal perfectly.. I put my greatest effort on this mini project because it is related to my future. Yesterday I submitted 4 assignments, all did perfectly and I assumed my teammates worked hard for that as well..
One of my friends actually asked me whether I can handle other subjects since I was so busy on doing that mini project like FYP and I think my current results+ plus the test paper disributed yesterday could answer his question..
Every uni student will complain that they are busy with assignments+ reports+ tests etc... Like what Yik Wai told me, " when the lecturer give the asignment? Compared with the due date.., You got few weeks to do the assignments and u tell me u got no time""?? I super agree with him.. What I believe is that as long as you have your own schedule, plan it well and impossible you will get stressed or do last minute work.. For example, once you finished your test and there are no other tests carry on in next week, then you might tend to go and enjoy, but before you go and enjoy, pls think twice whether you have any assignments or reports that had not been done yet..
I didn't mean that you shouldn't enjoy, like myself and my housemates, we enjoy all the time and we do study as well... No points of blaming yourself useless or brainless, these are just the rubbish excuses for yourself and it will just demotivate ownself..
Conflict
it happened all the time without any signal..
When involve in discussion for assignment and report, conflict do happen, especially my case. It always happens in my case because i require perfect works all the time. But somehow when I look at how conflict happened among my friends, I feel so funny.. Erm.. for example, conflict happened to me and my groupmate because we want to have perfect works and the definition of perfect is differ from each of us, then for certain people, conflict happened not because of to improve the assignment, but just because of minor things, usually this won't happen to guys.
Have you ever had the experience that your hardwork not being appreciated or your hardwork don't gain anything in the end?? I guess yes.. for sure yes.. as i said, 要成功就要努力，但是努力未必会成功...erm.. Maybe you see the results in short time, but in long term, you will for sure, this is what happened to me right now. I can't reveal certain thing that I am doing now in campus and for sure it is related to my future. My hardwork since year one until now, finally I see the results. 6 more months later, when people talk about kenji, maybe i am not just a mm course rep, but another designation else i think.. hopefully la..i am praying hard for that. you reap what you sow.
Equity
I have mentioned many times before, knowledges are to be shared, no point of keeping, unless it is the top secret for your research.. I know each of you is competing among each others, it is good to be like this because it is a source if motivation as well, but compete it in a fair manner. you should understand what I mean.
Team and Individual
In a team, you will see sleeping partners or either those who take over and dominant all the discussion fella just like me.. It is good to work in team as it could reduce the burden but yet conflict happens, this is what i hate the most.. Individual work, which I prefer the most, in the other word, independent.. ok, lets talk about independent. If you are learning to be independent, 1st of all you must be tough enough because most of the time you have to handle all the things alone and at the same time you cannot sacrifice your other things like sleeping time, classes and etc, the only thing you can sacrifice is entertainment. But you will learn a lots of things by working individual. However, this is strongly not recommended to those who can't have proper plan because it will ruin yourself and it will affect your results for sure.. if you really want to be, then you have to make up your mind not just because of stubborn.. Good to try..
Ending
The end of MMy3S1, I am looking forward for my internship and its gonna be great I think.. Study week started. so far I already gao dim 2subjects d, 3 more left, should be not that stress in next week and I gonna enjoy with the movies supplied by kai xin guo.. my life is just so xingfu and this xingfu comes after all my hardoworks.. time to enjoy =)
大家加油..
可是我要放油，超肥的，手一直动到肚子，很tulan
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