Thursday, October 27, 2011

沧海一声笑


听了这首歌
让我有很多的回忆....

还有11个小时就要起程去关丹了
很期待

妈妈昨晚给了我一通电话
我很想家
虽然在家没事做
至少可以看到爸妈
他们老了

上次带爸爸去看医生
我很心痛
晚上还偷偷的流泪
爸爸和我一样,很固执
他不要去复诊
因为他不敢面对残酷的现实
而选择现在自由自在开开心心的生活
坦白说
我真的很伤心
我是个不孝子
我不知道我还能做什么
除了记得爸爸说要读好书


很多时候我都需要时间
而且现在的身份不同往日
家人的时间
朋友的时间
同学的时间
学弟学妹的时间
等等....

有时候真的身不由己
我不会要求别人的谅解
只希望本身尽力做到最好

今年很大收获
买了来两双鞋

这是我最好的安慰
在最压力时陪着我做运动

刚刚结束了B n S programme ( Brother n Sister programme)
我很喜欢他们的态度
很有礼貌
那些女孩也很可爱
留下美好的影像

我需要钱
我需要工作
我需要去旅行
我需要养妻活儿

今天早上跑了步
下午打了羽球
轻了很多
很多.....

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

假期



这次的假期是我过得最充实也是最是最轻松的
除了在家
朋友也有来找我

不然就是出去看戏,玩,半夜谈天没睡

开始了减肥计划
一切还蛮成功
体重有下降的明显

前天去了wangsa walk看戏
不料看到有日本sumo比赛
我们就去看看抽热闹
结果无端端被推上去参加
还要是赢完全部人
进入中决赛挑战五千马币

简直就是大欺小,完全不用比


昨天带了日本小妹妹去玩
完全是鸡和鸭说
很头痛
只能比手画脚


但是她们真的很可爱,非常的
接下来的日子忙得忙
但是总要享受
老了拉
要趁我还有体力时玩尽所有的东西
没挑战的东西我是不喜欢的
这就是我

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

我说


忙的日子忙着
闲的日子闲着

最近都是没睡午觉然后半夜三点才睡
很多东西在脑海里奔波
担心这个,关心那个
还是顺其直然

万事必能逢凶化吉

上个礼拜我回家了
终于又回家了
回家做少爷
懒猪

有一个朋友
他今年8个月

他妈的,除了在喝奶时间
大多数都是欺负我
所以我都一直逼他睡觉
他睡得样子很可爱
姨丈知道我回家
特地从金马伦带着一箩的榴莲
我和爸爸吃到病倒了

喉咙痛了一个礼拜
去看医生
医生说喉咙有三个 ulcers
肯定会痛到发烧
她给了六包药

考试要到了
大家应该会很忙
我希望这次大家都会考到好成绩

观音妈保佑这次开心果又能考到好成绩,开开心心的

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

12.3 Marathon + Famine30,2011

I did not do well in my test today. Perhaps I should say I score less than half which is below 10/20 in coursework. what a disappointing performance.

Last 2 weeks I completed the first marathon in my life in Putrajaya with my coursemates. I did some training before the race and during the training I realised that my heart can't withstand with it and thus it was so painful. I was quite worried as if there is something happened during the race.
Fortunately, I completed the race with 1.5 hours and it was a great one at least I completed it. I guess I was very lucky because I got two goodies bag and its worth rm400!

Last Saturday, also the first time I joined famine 30 in kelana Jaya organised by Lovely Disabled home. I got to know this from my sister seen and it was a great challenge for me. Unlike other DIY camps, this camp only provides plain water. Since I went there alone and i was quite worried that I gonna be alone but yet it was totally opposite of what I thought early. I get to know many friends and they are just as funny as me.

The unique of this DIY camp is they really brought out the real meaning of the event and what's the purpose of fasting for. Although i was super hungry but yet I was still hyperactive during the activities carried on.

In fact I get inspired by the messages that they were trying to bring out.. here I would Like to share some of the nice pictures taken during the event.


The performance brought by 星星合唱团



My wife during the programme


my sister who brought me to this camp.
叶剑峰 from 8tv who shared his stories.

It was a great experience for me..
Final just around the corner, planning for timetable for study week.. its gonna be a tough 1..

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

For the better future

A man travels the world in search of what he NEEDs and returns home to find it.

IF you found that this sentence is very familiar, means you are good in observation.Recently i have stopped doing my FYP as I wanna spend most of my time in sleeping, I am not kidding, this is truth, I love so sleep in the afternoon and I must sleep at least 2 hours and above or else my mood will turn into hell..

Perhaps this is my habit since primary school as I never went for the tuition just because I wanna sleep in the afternoon.

No matter how busy in recent, I still carry on with my work and prevent and delay. Continuous improvement is the principle that I always remind myself. It is not about to improve results or academic, but something more than that. I always train myself to think further, broader and creatively. And because of this, I tend to talk lesser and think more and eventually I will do more.

I have promised myself that I will spend most of the time for myself but not for others as compared with before because from what I have seen and what I have experienced, it is useless or no points that I help for every reason of the stuffs that can be completed by themselves. As they will tend to be lazy and will not think of problem solving and eventually the time for me to rest will reduce. So is it unfair for me? Actually my best friend kai xin guo has told me this before but I just couldn't let it go for the sudden and now I have to.

From what had happened recently after 709, seriously I am dissapointed with the act of police and our prime minister. I would say, its time to change!! I hope to see the corrupted ruler step down and let the new blood to enter the society. This is not a dream, but a fact, just the matter of time.

Some students work very hard in their final years, but some students like me who tends to enjoy all the time of being as Uni student. It is obvious that I am not as stress as before and I di
dn really work hard until now which is in week 7. I take everything easily and manage it properly. You can always complain that there are so many work, stress here and there, but please make sure that you go and complete after you complaint.. I love to see energetic people around which indirectly will influence myself.


This picture was taken during my trip to melaka and it showed that how i fell exactly on the ground. I love this picture because it reminds me that I have to take care of myself to prevent any implant materials to insert into my body.

Somehow i feel that i was impressed by Dr lee, my biomaterials lecturer as I tend to remember the every sentence that she said and I think its gonne be useful for myself in future. And everyone like me in recent weeks gonna be busy like hell, I wish you all good luck ~ lets fight for it..

Thursday, June 16, 2011

一杯咖啡,一个冰淇淋



没有所谓的贵重礼物
也不知道你最喜欢什么
也只好动动脑筋设计一个小小
的礼物
要我做粗工我还受得了
如果是精细的东西
真的是很考验
这还得看一个人的诚意
最后还是希望你会喜欢

我从来都不善于表达
都是喜欢用周围的东西来表达自己的心声

渐渐的我发觉
我的话越来越少
比以前静了许多
不再那么的冲动
不再那么的执着
仿佛我来到了另一个属于自己的世界
另一个自己


看着其他人,就很像看会以前的自己
后悔??
我从不后悔我所做的一切一切
还是那一句我问心无愧
我说我变了...
间接中是因为我遇到你吧
我形容这为咖啡与冰淇淋
那一种心灵上的幸福快乐程度,自己体会吧 =)

最开心的莫过于在实现了两年前所要吃的甜品
明年就要毕业了
还是想说最重要是你开心
实现自己的梦想
The nicest feeling in the world is to do a good deed anonymously and have somebody find out and that's you!


Sunday, May 22, 2011

小丑与白痴

如果说成绩考得不好,一定会伤心
然后下个学期再接再厉
我平时被人说,你的生活只有读书,压力,情绪化...
我也只是点头
如果我问会你们,难道你没有读书?没有压力?没有情绪?

或许我可以这样解释
我做东西比人家快,比较早遇见问题,所以人家还没读书时我已开始解决问题..这个时候,人家就会说我emo,压力等等

当我完成所有的东西是,就是人家面对压力,功课,烦恼的时候..而我也只能从中的帮忙再加于安慰..

这就是我的工作

当然也要看对方是谁,因为
朽木不可雕,一雕再雕,还是废材一个
我不培育废材,也不鼓励这种什么都不做然后就是等某些人来完成

如果有心想学,我可以牺牲我任何时间去辅助,即时我不读书,也没关系
重点在这边

有人问“那么你不觉得你在被人利用吗”?有问题就找你,过后就把你抛弃后头然后下个学期再找回你..
我回答,这一不是第一次我遇到也不是我能够控制的东西因为我知道知识是要分享的!

最近的情绪都很不平稳,或许是面对自己的Research烦恼,再加上面对种种我不喜欢的人,也只好忍辱偷生..

星期五晚上,我终于回家了,在家睡了很长很长的时间,这显得我自己真的很累了..
十年后,当每个人都在拼的时候,我要退休去旅行,这是我的目标..
结论

你是白痴还是小丑??
我会说我是小丑,因为下班了就会回到原本的自己,特别是在晚上的时候.. 加油经杰!!