The days of not being a lang zi

As usual, I prefer to walk alone in everywhere. today is the 6th days for me of not being a lang zi. Most of the time I stay close with my Kampar friends in FES, however not all the time we will have a chance to meet each others because I am taking different course. Looking everywhere, observing every action, thinking nonsense theory and making own conclusion. This is what I am doing since secondary school until now. I wonder if one day I could read wat exactly people thinking.. Maybe I should study psychology after all. Well recently my coursemates have created a gang which is called S.A.D, quoted from the word sad which stands for SINGLE,AVAILABLE,DESPERATE.. I cannot be the committees as well as members because I am not qualified, thus I have been assigned as an academic advisor..

Last Thursday I went to KLCC to watch The Hulk with my heng tai, I travelled to KLCC alone and wait for them over there due to communication break down between me and wei chyi, I went to a place to take a rest while enjoying my ROTI BOY which is costs RM1.80. Suddenly, there were a group of Japanese guys carrying with a lot of stuffs and sit beside me, they talked Japanese+ Malays with me which I dun understand at all, so I juz can reply YES YES YES... its so funny. Every morning I will wake up at 6am and depart from my condo at6.50am to nearby bus station to wait for UTAR bus. The distance from my condo to the bus station is roughly 300 metres. The feeling of walking in the early morning is just nice, I can see people is starting to work, preparing to open their restaurant or shops. This is then bring a message to me that “ today is a good day for me, I should appreciate it and prepare for the challenges of the day”.. Since I have to face with my stressful life in setapak,then Y dun I face it plus a little bit entertainment??

My assignment partner told me that I am very decisive and responsible when doing assignment, however, she told me that what she wants in a team is perfect..I totally speechless at that moment.. I usually will chat with my coursemates when we were doing tutorials in library. They asked me whether I am still single, then I replied YES, they said those guys which are humorous, friendly usually still single because they will have a lot of friends and prefer to stay close with friends. I took quite a period of time to think about what they had said because this is quite true also from what I have seen.
I am thinking that
1- Is that I prefer to stay close with my friends forever?
2- In the other words, Lang zi is more suitable for me?
3- I can only have best friends and nothing more than that?
4- Am I cheating myself ?
If the answers are YES, then I think I will know what am I going to be in the next 5 years..Well maybe I will never get the answers for my own questions..
I will have programming and Electrical eng. Tests in next week, so I shall study hard now in order to achieve my target.

Gudbye to qin chang lang zi

Kue Kheng Zie,IC number:890318-0X-XXXX declare that Starts from 8th of June onwards, I am not qin chang lang zi anymore due to certain reasons.
regards,
kenji
(M&MY1S1)

FES=Faculty of Extremely Stress

7 subjects ,6*2 credit hours+ 3 credit hours... This is wat M&M students muz gone through in the first semester.. Every morning six o'clock wake up, then go to campus, after suffering for 11 hours , then 6pm go back to house, bath+ wash clothes, eat , study and sleep. This is wat I do everyday.. Is it boring?? The answer is YES!!! It is...and tiring as well. All the subjects are damn difficult, I can't even understand wat the lecturer teaching about, need to take a lot of time to digest it.. Plus, my material's lecturer is from kazastan, her slang is damn different, I can't even hear wat she is talking about, but her wearing style is quite sexy I think.. STRESS, STRESS , STRESS. Every week is like study week for me, once I free, then muz hold a book and study until my eyes totally close. I duno how far I still can go through, but I realize that I haven't fully develop my own potential and strenght, and I hope that after gone through all of the obstacles, I can be the "Last Man Standing"..

S.I.P

Nowadays, I am an assistant course rep, Yik Wai , eugene, hong yee are course rep, kheng hooi is assistant course rep and lastly ning xin is class rep.. We feel like Kampar first batch foundation student is conquering FES.. Damn proud of it.. I told myself that After 1st semester, I muz enjoy til"kao kao" to balance my mind, else confirm going to tanjung rambutan. I duno how comes my housemates are so free except me, haiz, inequity....Nowadays my frens seldom contact me d, maybe both of us are rather busy, even when I received the calls also from my coursemates and asking about the class's schedule... I feel like it could be nice if I am now walking in Westlake Alone, refresh my mind, breath in the fresh air, enjoy myself of being alone at night, watching the moon, sing a song, talk to the moon and laugh to myself, if I could..the end...Stressssss.

Setapak Campus

Faculty of engineering and science located in setapak, few kilometres from wangsa maju. Here got six blocks if i am not mistaken . SA block is for general office, finance of department,ICTC and different department of engineering and science courses. SB block is library, it is quite crowded because the area is quite small and full of bookshelf. SC block is canteen and DSA. The canteen is damn small and it is like the canteen in a prison, long rectangular table with the chairs surrounding on it.Above the canteen is DSA. SD n SE blocks are tutorial room and lab, it seems like outdated version of lab, totally disqualified compared with Kampar campus. Another block we call it DK block which is lecture classes and it can fit roughly 100 students. I have mentioned that the students over here do not wear the student ID all the time . Among 100 % of students only 2% of the students wear it and the 2% of the students are from foundation in Kampar campus.

library

Block A

Cafeteria

ICTC

M&M Y1S1
I am the only one who is taking M&M from Kampar campus and I think I am the youngest as well among my classmates. My class only has 20 students and only one of them is girl. I think I hv been takdirkan to be single forever since I am prodigal of love. Another advantage is I can fully concentrate on my studies to achieve my goals. On my 1st lecture in FES, I learned C++ programming language and its slightly different than wat i had learned before and thanks god I was the 1st who completed all the practical questions. Unfortunately, i was having a serious sore throat and caused the blood coming out , damn disgusting.. I stayed in the campus until 7pm bcoz i had to attend a peer mentor meeting. During the meeting, me , chiah and chyi decided to be quit and we would rather to become mentee..However, after we discussed for few hours , then we made another dicision which is we quit from all the activities because we don’t like the way they solve the problem and their style.. I met a senior from biomedical science and she is currently Y3S2 which means she will graduate soon. Her name is EIMON and she is damn open minded and we can chat anything as fun as we could. As conclusion, although the subjects are ten times difficult than foundation, but I will use whole energy to achieve the best results as I could..

Eimon

THE FIRST DISH IN MY CONDO

Since we had spent a huge amount money within this few weeks, so we decided to cook the meals ourselves to reduce our expenses. At 7am morning, I woke Bernard up and we took bus to genting kelang’s pasar to buy the ingredients needed. Since we only have a small gas stove and limited ingredients and sources, so its really challenge our cooking skills. I was having sore throat, so I decided to cook porridge with meat as our lunch.. I won’t say is nice but its really delicious.. haha, juz kidding la.

my creative way of hanging the cups

Our dinner was fried meehun and the chef was Bernard. Since we only have chicken meat ball , onion and eggs, oyster sauce,light soy sauce and salt, so we juz cincai put everything together and thanks god finally we come out with a nice dish.

kitchen

New environment, new hopes, but a silly accident

Let me briefly introduce my new condo..
My condo located in wangsa maju section 2, block C 13A-2. U will see the condo when u take LRT to wangsa maju’s station.

New condo

swimming pool

My roommates are leon n Bernard, three of us hv to squeeze in small master room.. the room is so small n caused me cannot dance anymore, perhaps only can dance in eliza’s room.. this is my 1st time to share room with my frens and I wil try to adapt it although it is a great challenge for me. We put our mattress and cupboard inside the room and the rest we put in living hall. Meanwhile, i hv created my own corner in the living hall n i named it as” kenji corner”.I am now have 1 bolster (so that i won’t steal from guat shan), 2 pillows, 1 comforter,1 blanket... As i mentioned before, we can be a good fren but doesn’t mean we can be a good housemate and this is wat khai chiah told me after we have a discussion , I m very agree with this. Tolerance is very important for all of us if we want to have a peaceful and blissful environment in a house.

my corner

kenji corner

sinchan's fren

toilet

My targets..

1.I muz score 3.0 and above for my CGPA although its nearly impossible to make it.
2.I muz be more active in Peer helper and peer mentor programme.
3.I muz keep maintaining the good relationship with my wifes and my frens in Kampar.
4.I muz be the best among my coursemates not housemates.

Silly accident

Leon : Lets go to balcony and I bring my wisel n kacau those who are swimming
Me and housemates: ok, switch off the light 1st.
Me : wait!!!!!
Leon : “pipzzzzzzz”
“Bang”
Me: My tooth Broke!!!!!!!! MADNESS!!!!
Housemates:HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Me: Hw comes I didn see there is a door!!! Damn lucky..

the door tat i bang

Happy Birthday to Eliza..

Juz to wish you that happy belated birthday and happy always.. 18 years old d, old edi, but youth has no age