I weird or she???

This afternoon i went to jusco..
I entered from the back door and I wanna find an exit to public bank before I buy my stuffs..
I took elevator and went all the way down to Ground floor..
At ground floor is female department,
and today don't know why all promoting BRA!!!

Since i can't see any guys at there except those kids,
i prayed so hard to get myself to the exit..
I saw the exit and just in front of me...
I walked straight, however, i saw a teenager, i think she is from KTAR, not UTAR pls....
erm.. she was choosing the bra, not I want to see u knw, bt she was just in front of me and I can't avoid it...
Then she saw me... I was like , die liao lo, she is sure will think that I am si bian tai...
At that moment, i tried to act like I am just a passerby, you choose your bra and I walk my way, I didn't disturb you and please don't stare at me.. and at the same time, I make sure that my heartbeat is normal so that my face will not turn like monkey's ass... if this happened,
I scared she will shout and I might have been arrested under section 3XX kanun keseksaan...
then tomorrow morning newspaper, all of you will see UTAR student been arrested in jusco because of peeping a girl chooses bra??? wtf!!! I AM NOT BIAN TAI, I AM JUST A PASSERBY..

She ownself shy but don't la influenced me, I was just a passerby eh... aiyo.. made me feel so awkward... Then ho, I wanna tell her, don't need to choose le because over there don't have her size, CONFIRM ar....my eyes scanned through sure know d .. pro eh...

Since i worked so hard for the past few weeks, thus I decided to buy smth for myself as an award..
Yakult, potato chips and NiNi...

I seldom buy expensive foods for myself 1, most of the time I bought those for my friends... my habit..
Then when i walked to chocolate rack there, i saw 3 persons.. The female took 2 different packets chocolate and asked the guys what's the different.. then one of the guy answered: this packet is mint+ chocolate, 2nd packet is chocolate+ mint..
WALAOWEH!!!!
What a stupid lame explanation is this... beh tahan... pengsan o...

I just recovered myself from suffering...
Now i think is too stressed gua...hahahahaha

what's wrong with me??

2 days ago my stomach have been feeling so painful until this early morning then only I felt better..
Next is headache,
until now ar... where got so long one....
yo.. totally don't know what's wrong...
made ice cube and wrap it by using a cloth and put it on my forehead..

then suddenly made a decision n went KLCC to watch the green zone, not bad..
after the movie, me and bernard jogging in the klcc, we were rushing to the lrt station, but most of the path being blocked, so we were like running here and there and finally reached lrt staion through avenue k, however, the police said closed d.. wat a sad case.. I felt like vomit at that moment..
then we went to bus station and wait for the bus,
who know, we were in wrong direction and missed the bus d...

In the end took taxi, the driver is an indian, very friendly, he was a marketer b4 and he worked for astro.. he told me that last time he was able to earn around 3K and now as a driver, he can earn around 3k also without any stress.. friendly la him.. and he didn increase the taxi fees..

FInally reached home.. damn feeling bad sicked, vomit and lou sai in the toilet... after took medicine then now only feeling better..
I told sister not to tell mummy n daddy bt she goes and tell all .. father called me 1st n bla bla bal.. after tat mum and lastly brother... sad.. T.T they said I duno how to take care of ownself.. then mum said, study is not everything la bodoh.. T_T

Unwanted incident

Today I actually quarreled with my coursemate.
Before the incident, we were doing a lab,
lecturer assignmed me to complete the task where we have to think the solution and complete the lab, it is about the fiber reinforcement..
I asked them to prepare and do some research before begin the experiment.. however, I don't think that they got really listen to my instruction..
Nevermind, if you don't know anything, then just sit there quietly and follow my instruction lo.. don't la crapping overthere and talked cock..
So, I was so damn pissed off because I wanna get it done bt at the same time being annoyed by those fella..
So, I didn't talk with anyone, I did it myself and ignored others, whatever they said, I totally IGNORED... once I done, I showed it to lecturer and leave it there..

After that, we had lunch in cafeteria.. while we were discussing the reports. another problem raised.. regarding some data about the report. I told them that whatever we have, just followed.. then someone pointed something, and I don't understand what he talking about, thus I ignored... Then he said my point is wrong, however, my point is correct..

After quarreled for about 20 mins, my assiatant stepped forward, he explained, whatever I said was right, and whatever he said was right also, but a little bit blurrred.. I was like wtf!!! You don't even know how to explain your point clearly then you expect others to follow yours 1???? My blood pressure raised at that moment, heart so painful..

Seriously i have long time didn quarrel with people d..
WHY??
They don't understand my condition,
They don't understand the responsibility that I bear with,
They don't understand the importance of the coursework..

If only I myself wanna score the good result, then I won't bother it, they wanna die is their problems..
No point if I am the only one who improve
haiz...
I am just so pissed and sad....
how to manage these bunch cutie coursemates??

Pro techinican+ pro singer+ Pro peer helper..

As usual, i went to the lab.. But the lab was like demo only as we do not need to submit the report.. So.. u know la.. I always be dai lou 1 ma.. they asked me to demo.. I put the steel into the furnace and raised the temperature to 800 degree celcious.. after 30 mins, I got to take out.. I only have 3 seconds to take it out, else, my hand sure gone case.. Once my coursemate opened the furnace door, I quickly took it out, however, the specimen sticked with the surface of the furnace, I was so nervous because it was so hot until i cannot tahan, I used whole my strength to take it out and out it into water.. my hand... pain si... quickly washed with water.. During the grinding process, suppose is the technician to do it, bt he said I am pro, so he asked me to do..


Somemore I need to guide others..

Then then my lecturer, the female lecturer, she treated us very nice nowadays.. and sometimes she used "f" word... damn like her.. She promised to help us wo.. hahaha..I think this is because i have sucessfully seduced her.. pro kenji.. Before the class.. we were waiting at 2nd floor.. with no reason, my coursemates catched me and gang bang me.. squeeze my nipple then throw me on the floor. So damn sia sui.. aiks.. I got to go victoria secret d.. can wear B cup liao..

After the class, I went to sing K with Bernard and Lip hong.. I promised myself to give myself a break, or else I will emo again..


Next, we went to watch alice in the wonderland..
1st question, who is alice????
I asked bernard in the cinema,
bernard replied, neh, alice ar, my gf lo, biomedical 1,very leng lui 1, same batch with us.. i was so blurred.. then only realised is the girl that he pointed to me last time..of coz is not his gf...
the movie quite nice although I slept for around 30 mins in the cinema, drink smth then becomes taller or ate cheese cake then bcum shorter and smaller.. so cute..hahaha..Then suddenly got chess la.. yeng... i love it..

My last post, I mentioned that life is like a moon because We wont be able to see the full moon all the time..


I just received these certificates in this morning..I am officially a pro peer helper d.. wahahahaha..

Pro+emo= ProEmo????

Xingfu_dino_xiao_kenji

Life is like a moon..

Last friday, My lecturer, I mentioned her before, the most strict one.. While she was giving us a short break, Then she chat with us.. Guys ar, like ur age, must find at least 5 to 6 girl friends you know.. I was like blurr because I don't know what was exactly going on.. Then she continues, erm.. If you only focus on a girl, then if anything happens, sure u will regret ar, commit suicide n smth smth.... Then she asked: kenji, dun tell me that you are very loyal to a girl since you are just 21st.. I replied, I don't have gf.. She asked: Y dun go n find one?? I replied: no fate.. She said, i am a very materialistic person " i think this is because she is materials engineer, luckily she is not civil engineer" If you are not pHD or master holder, I will not gv u my hp number.. wtf!!!! so Lansi la her... Forget about this...
At night, my friend from melaka, cyber and kajang came to celebrate with me and we only had 1 hour to chat with each other because it was late d.. So gan-dong.. purposely came to visit me..wa... i am so hang fuk...
she is lala, i knw her for around 2 weeks, but we like to bully each other.. she is only 37kg, but i always call her "fei po"... then hw about those above 37kg?? lol.. jk jk..
next is moon.. dun need to introduce also know right?? She always complain that y am I so lansi..hahahaha.. lansi in the way of talking with people, like tat day I quarrel with the lift technician in my condo.. If you treat me good, I will treat u even better, If u lansi with me, I will make sure I will be more lansi. You may lansi me if you qualified to do so.. yeah... this is called life.. Last few weeks, we met with each other once in a week, but now I guess no more, both of us super busy.. T_T
another 1 is winshen... my ex- footbal teammate.. I didn chat much with moon on that night because she was quite fierce, scary....

Saturday early morning, bernard went to his astro contest.. for further details, pls view his blog..

Sunday morning, we attended soft skill programm so called searching for th blue ocean, is about business... wa.. terrible.. On the way to UTAR setapak campus , we saw an accident.. I faster took out my camera n captured the picture although I should not do so... I want to remind people that, pls becareful when u r walking, cycling,driving or riding.. dont ride so fast... dangerous eh.. felt so unconfortable after took the picture.. I felt asleep during the programme because I got no brain in business.. but the conductor is nice.. now... I am rushing for 4 reports and 2 assignments.. so damn excited.. nvm.. man man lai... i got time.. wahahahahahaha...

21st

its gonna be a long post here..
17/3/2010
I began my night walk at 11.15pm, I walked around, Observing the surrounding.. In between 11.59pm and 12.00am, It is about a change in my life, I ended my 20 in somewhere and began my 21st at the same place.
18/03/2010 I asked bernard to pui me played dota and we played until 5am in the morning. Slept not more than 4 hours then woke up and went to school. I wore contact lens because after my class I planned to go out somewhere. Reached campus.. and here it began.. Pls forgive me for talking so fast... my style.. Pls on ur speaker as loud as possible.





My coursemates..
They are actually took the opportunity to revenge.
The moment I walked out from the classroom,
everyone was looking at me..
so damn paiseh..
My whole hair was so smelly due to the cream,
then went to classmate's house to bath.
They bought me a sexy t-shirt,
and seriously I not dare to wear it..

After my class at around 4pm,
I went to secret resipe there,
bought a small piece of cake and celebrate with myself
DUn ask me Y i am alone..
I ordered a piece of white chocolate cake,
super delicious..
生日快乐，我对自己说



Still remember last time I went to mountain??
I am actually giving myself a task for my 21st,
I am no longer a kid, i am mature enough.
I went to a temple after my own celebration,
however, it was closed,
The purpose I went there is because I want to pray hard to god,
I need blessing as a energy for me to keep on moving.
I really need it, from all my friends..
For those who knw me well, they are sure know that most of the time I busy for people's stuffs more than myself. Maybe I put too much expectation from others although I should not do so..
Whatever it is, I am gonna stop that..

At night when I reached wangsa maju,
Housemates and hengtais celebrated with me in jusco,mcdonald
I bought a cake as a appreciation for them.

These are the people:
Wei chyi, Khai chiah, Bernard, Kim Yeong, Alex, ZiXin, Eugene, Fong zhen
Actually they were rather busy as kim yeong and bernard gonna have test on today, really thanks to their willingness to come and others are busy with assignments and reports as well including me..
I gonna pass up 4 reports n 2 assignments next week..
wei chyi said: 有心者，不管几忙，都会来...
For me: 随缘吧





二十一岁生日告白
其实过去往往的几年
大家都有目共睹
看着我进步
朋友是我一生不可失去的东西，他就像是我第二个生命
每个人都觉得我很奇怪
对，我的个性很奇怪
但是，至少我没有戴面具对待人
对于周围某些面具人
觉得很无奈
却觉得很好笑
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
谎言总有被拆窜的一天
有时为了保住友谊，所以选择冷静
最后却伤害到了自己
做任何事情
我希望是凭着自己的良心去做
对得起`自己
对得起别人
在我的那个蛋糕
我不再为自己许愿
然而，我要献上祝福给我所有的朋友
希望每一个人在将来
能做个有用的人，做个有良心的人
在未来，展翅高飞
谢谢大家的时间与祝福

thanks to all the wishes from my friends, and thanks to ahwei,edwin,shiau ping, jun, hellen,felicia,amberlyn,godmum,bernard for the present.. thank you so much..

At night,
8 of us went to CC to play dota,
3 rounds...fantastic match..
sponsored by bernard, he treat me a sushi and a biscuit...

Here are some memorable pictures that I would like to share:








sure some people might ask,
how about moon?
How she celebrates with me??
later, soon.. she is coming...

Last night, my bday ended with a called from moon as usual..

A funny incident

Today after class, my coursemates invited me to play bowling
But I declined because I was down when I looked at my final timetable..
super terrible..

Then i went to maybank to deposit my rental
and by the way went to Jusco to buy vege.
I was actually plan to buy Omega Eggs,
the the aunty(promoter) approached me,

she said now got promotion buy 2 packets with only Rm8,
then i was hesitating whether to buy 2 packets or only 1,
suddenly ,
she asked me,
Are you a student?
I replied yes..
she said, you looked so stress,
come, i introduce u this omega 3+ eggs
can reduce ur stress,
wa..
I was actually laughing
its so ridiculous,
I was thinking, if it is really effective, then I gonna eat that everyday..
1st time heard that eat omega eggs can reduce stress ..
in the end,
I bought it,
not because of I wanna reduce stress,
but she made me laugh at that moment..
really beh tahan..